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Wednesday, November 19th, 2008
11:39 pm - Myuu~
Just a small update because I haven't done so in a while. <3 

Added more piccus to my... uh.. account... pictures. XP  I only had 4 misc. plant ones before, and 1 anime one.  I thought that I miiight like to put in a bit more variety.  Plus, I just had really cute icons that I realized I never.  Ever use.  Because I have no reason to.  So now I do!  Yay!  Go me.

*pets the kitten icon*

Anyways.  Wheeeeee I tired.  I gonna make this short since I wanna get bed.  Hopefully I can sleep off most of the soreness that I think I got from last night. x__X  I'd rather not go to Ju Jitsu tomorrow with a sore side. D: Tuesday was bad enough with a sore neck.  >_>  Though, at least it wasn't as bad as it had been last weekend.  Now that was annoyingly sore.  So.. eh.  Tomorrow's the last day of the school week, so after that I can rest looooooots.  Kinda.  Until Monday. <3

 ZOMM Befu leaving Tuesdaaaaaay. D8  *spams with letters*  I so want to go to Walmart or Staples or some place nearby to get some nice envelopes and stationary.  Lined paper's not bad, but... I almost always end up using it. >:  And pretty paper is so much more.. well.. it's pretty. D<  So yeah.  Me see if I can do that soon. 

Oh yeaaaaaaaaah... and Thursday is Thanksgiving.  Cooooooool.  Wow time went by faster then I thought.  I so need to make a calendar.  I'm loosing track of time again.  Rawr.  Me do that tomorrow then. <3  Ja ne.


-Jessi, the tired Kitsune Scot

current mood: sleepy
current music: Ayumi Hamasaki -Marionette

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Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
2:37 pm - *___*; Workworkworkwork........*headdesk*
EEEEEEEEHEHE Yesterday I ALMOST got to Befu's score in sprint/speed...typing....stuffs.  D<<  So.. close.. D:  I was at 119 with no errors, and.. 120+ with one error. >___>  Like.. 122 or 123 or something.  Omnom.  *will try again in a lil bit to see how fast I can go today*  Mah sensei teachez me weeeeeell. *sends packets of rocher to her*

Warning: This entry is being typed in a very unorganized way, so it will be very scattered. D<  Rawr.

Today has been SO hectic. x__X  At least, computer class wise.  Well.. and this morning.  I kept hitting my alarm snooze until like.. 7:20+. 8D  meaning I had 10-15 min to rush around getting myself ready. <3  Iunno WHY I wasn't regestering it was my alarm.  I think I was dreaming it was Ben iming me, and that the clock was rolling up like.. messages.. like.. yeah.  I'mma hush up now. I know I'm on the puter too much. D<

Anyway~  Got toooooooo my geology class on time.  Turns out, he wanted us to read the chapter by ourselves (*twitch* D:) and watch a moofie in class! 8D  I liked the last moofie.  This moofie was about oil and energy reserves and how things suck.  With sad or sleepy moosic.  Meaning I fell sleep for half of it.  I caught snippits though!  Hopefully enough to get me through that portion of the test~  (I doubt it's anything important, since last time the movie watching counted as extra credit. <3  EXTRA CREDIT ISH WUFF!)  SPEAKING OF LAST TEST. X_____X;  Oy.  I got a B+!  8D  Which I'm happy abouuuuuut~~~  I was worried I didn't do too good on the multi. choice. 8D I was right. <3  I got maybe 20 wrong out of the 60+.  Lawl.  Thankfully the written part was a breeze for me (got almost full credit on it) and we had 2 additional problems that counted as extra credit.  So rawr.  It bugged me through hearing about the people who got over 100%. 8D~  but that's my fault for not studying enough the days beforehand.  NEXT TEST I SHALL STUDIEZ!

Sooooooooo after falling asleep during that class, I came to the lab to either work, loiter on the internets for a bit, or reeeeeeest~  more sleeeeeeeeeep. D:  I got a corner seat too. @3@  Buuuuut shortly after I came in, someone else came in who's been asking me for help (one of 3-4 ladies. x__x; they're nice, but.. eh.  Maybe I'm just too fast on a puter. 8D~  their button poking seems slow to me. >:).  Soooooo she asked to compare answers for the midterm *cough* and I pulled it up.  Within the next 5-10 minutes, the other lady came in! 8D  And saw me.  And was like.. "@3@ I NEED HELP COMPARING TOOOO WHY CHU SITTING OVER THERE. D<"  *on other side of room*  They finally got me to agree to sit between then at a puter.  I didn't mind helping them, but.. my.. gosh.  They were friggin fighting over me. >__o; 

lady A:  @3@  Can I see ___ database? @o@...
lady B while I'm showing lady A the first database:  @_@  I need to see ___ database.
lady A once she sees I'm going back and forth between them:   Can you go back to ___ plz? D:
lady B:  Can you go back to ___ plz? D:
lady A:  Can you - Help me I stuck on this one! D:

And after lady B left to eat some food lady A complains to me that "she came first and asked first for help and the other lady was trying to steal me away to help her instead".  Dot dot dot. D:

But besides that and the fustratingness of it, I got more candy from lady A for helping. 8D;  I felt bad beacuse she thought she was using my help too much, and tried to get me to agree to like.. uh.. "@.@... I feel so bad I want to pay you back plz.. D:  what would work.. money? @.@ Yes? @.@;;;"   Ooooy no. D<  So yeah.  I got candy instead.  But ish kay!  Cause they're little hard candies that I used to eat when I was a lil kid so I get all...  *w*  when I eat them.  MAKES ME FEEL WIDDLE KTHX~

And theeeeeeen uuuuuh.....  got a liiiiiiittle bit of my work done, or was just starting on it, when Victor asked me if I could edit something in photoshop for him. ROFL *d3d*   Truthfully though I didn't mind that, cause I felt like working on photoshop more than in Access. :D 

So I was basically stolen for the majority of that class period, so HOPEFULLY those ladies are done with their work now.  As soon as they left and the next class started, I went through all the classwork I -should- have been doing in..... prob. about an hour. <3 Not too bad.  And the work for that class was finished anyways, so now I'm caught up.  AND I AM OFF ON MONDAY. @___@;  Dudeeeeee.  I wun have to worry about helping more crazy people for a weeeeeeeek. 8D~  *shot*   I felt so embarassed cause they all started complementing me. D:  And Victor did too. D<   And of course, when they asked my age, they all got wide eyed and looked shocked.  The lady who gave me candehz suggested I become a teacher or something since I'm so good at dealing with them and not getting frustrated. 8D~~  Lawl. 

Mkay anyway.  Besides computer people.   EEEEEE OMM TY. X___X  Prop 8 passed.  Omm.  That was some very nice news to hear today. 8D~  After last night's.. uh.. little announcement. =w=  But oh well.  I had been trying to look up information on prop 8 last night but votes were still comin' in.  Andrew got on gmail earlier this afternoon and messaged me saying some guy in his choir class announced it to everyone.  Sooo I'm wondering if it is ENTIRELY final that it has passed or not.  

Rawr.  So.  Today.  Befu ish in MTC nao. @.@....... @o@  So friggin' awesome. 

At 10:59 here I noticed the time and I swear I held my breath for that minute. XDDD Until people around me saw I was spacing out, then I had to act normal again. >:  I DUN WANNA ACT NORMAL I WANT TO RUN AROUND SQUEEING TY. D<   I shall eat mah rocher later today.  <3  I thought about it a couple of days ago and decided I'd wait til today/wednesday to eet it's numminess.  Ya know, cause it seems more.. fitting and all. 

Now I'm remembering Friday night.  ; 3;   Uwaa.  *happy memoriez of Befu being set appart*~ <3   I really do hope everything is going well for her today, and that she's not toooo anxious. D:  Cute lil booger.  Now I just need to think of what to get her for Christmas and her Bday. >D  Mwahahaha~  *rolls around*

Mm.....  I can't think of anything else atm. x__x; the school..ness is sucking my memory capacity away. D:  I shall go eat lunch and then head home early.  <3  Might update more later then.  Ja neeeeeee~

current mood: okay
current music: Typing, talking, etc.

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Saturday, November 1st, 2008
10:23 am - *breathes*
Dude.

...Dude. D:

Myu. I had a very big inclination to write a bit here, but... now that I'm typing I'm at a loss for words. Imagine that. 8D Haa~ uwawa.

Yesterday/last night. Was awesome. Amazerin. Fantastic. And so, so surreal. I was worried a bit before Halloween, but.. getting together with Befu and Katie didn't seem -any- different than any other time we've ever gotten together. It just felt like any normal daaaaaaay~ Where we'd all go hang ouuuuut and have fuuuuuun and- LOL and clean Befu's roooom. XD And... and yeah. It was nice. And today seems like an equally wonderful day. It started thunderstorming at 5:50 this morning, timing perfectly (or pretty darn well) for the time Befu was supposed to be up and headin' out the door to the airport. The lightning and thunder and rain lasted until about 9 or so- well, the rain is still slightly present. As is the wind, and the wonderful fresh smell. But the lightning and thunder lasted a good long time. It seemed like it was a nice little extra pressy for Befu before she headed off; I know how much she wuffs rainstooooorms~ And to get one on the day she leaves, in So. Cal., where the rainy season has been -insanely- dry this year... that just seems like an honest to goodness gift.

Mm.. perhaps I shouldn't say that I was "worried" about things, but.. just.. anxious? That might be a more proper word for it. I guess I thought that I'd be-- well... I -was- clingy, I know that.. XD!! But I couldn't help that. I usually am clingy as it is, so a bit more cling didn't seem like too much of a problem, seeing it was the last day for quite a while that'd I be able to hang out with both of them at the same time. I was also a bit worried I'd start crying or something. 9w9 Which I didn't though. At least, not while spending time with them. I don't think I've ever had that happen. I'm just.. way too happy when I'm with them. <3 I can't help but to laugh, and to giggle, and to have a really, really good time. Yes, there were times last night where I found myself a bit more quiet, or contemplative, perhaps a bit sad, but that always immediately was followed by something that made me giggle. Hm.. *thinks* I think the only times where I actually felt like crying, and didn't let myself/wasn't able to cause Befu and Katie were being cute >o> <3 waaaas... one time earlier on that day, when Befu gave me the surpriiiiise thiiiiiiing. @.@; Ommmmmmmmmm. TT_TT; I never suspected getting that from her. AND ISH SUCH A CUTE BEAR. D<<< *has never been to build-a-bear before, or owned something from it* I was speechless. ; 3;' And I felt like I had been unworthy of it, cause.. cause.. eeeh.. D: TwT *peeks at the box* With her asking me "if getting that. Made up. For her not making -me- something these last few months." Omm. I wanted to cry because of that. For a variety of reasons too. ; 3;''' *loves the bear* That she had gone out of her way to get that, and put all the time into making et, and planning it out, and.. and... that I might have seemed/acted like I was upset she was making stuff for other people (which I didn't mind her dooooing D: *wasn't upset but worried that I came off that way through my teasing* TwT) and.. and.. omm. AND THAT WASN'T -- OMM. D<<< I NEVER NOTICED IT HAD A TALK THINGY IN IT UNTIL I GOT HOME! DDD: I pulled it out again after I was home, and was sitting on my bed with it. And then I remembered that build-a-bear had little thing you could hide inside bears, like.. the.. heart thing or talking things, and then I was like.. "o_O I wonder if I could feel anything in it. *squishes tummy, chest, head, arms..." And then I bumped it's paw. And realized there was something in it. "W- o_o Wha's thaaaaaaat? @.@" And I spent a good minute fiddling with it, before I realized where the button was. *was tired and not thinking, so it took longer.. XD* And then when it went off. Omm. ...Omm. ; 3;' Now THAT. Did make me cry. Since I was alone in mah room by then and all. Not like.. upset crying, but grateful crying. I was happy and thankful and felt completely, overwhelmingly blessed because of that. So I just hugged it and smiled and wished Befu all the best on her mishy, again, and that I felt truly thankful for having a friend like her. And now I'm crying again. D< For same reason but still. *pets Ember*

But yeees... we had a wonderful day. Went out to Panera's, met up with BJ and Gina, had very nummy foooood, talked a loooooot... <3 Went back to the house, in which the above stated happeneeeeeed. D: Then Katie needed to head to work, so me and Befu went upstairs and cleaned bits and pieces of her room, packed a bunch more stuff for her, cut tags off things, checked things off her liiiiist.... I cornered her at one point and tickled her insanely too. <3 I was only going to tickle as much as I normally dooo, but.. then.. I thought for a moment, and just went LOTS MORE AT IT. >D Cause it makes up for 1.5 years of tickles. @3@ Was so. Fun. Uwaaa. Mmmm... theen... John called asking if he could come earlyyyyyy... so he biked over, played a bit of Wii (with his bum XD) while me and Befu packed more, theeeen.. Katie came home, I scared her to death.. 8D *leaps out from behind door causing her to scream insanely loud* Poor Katie. XD!!! 8D~; *gave her many hugs afterwards to help calm her down again* Thennnnn we got dressed up. I got in mah indian outfit (gawl I srsly looked like a native D: *spaz*), Katie got in her PotC outfit, John cut out little.. circles to make himself into a hole-punch.. XD!! And Befu put on a panda outfit and wore a collar I brought. <3 Aaaand then we went downstairs to eaaaat... omm so nummy. *w* And the rootbeer was fuuuuuuun. @w@ Though, I mentioned it to my dad when I got home and he was like.. "o___o; You did what- that's not safe!! D:" cause I guess he thought the chemicals could get into the rootbeer from the dry ice... buuut.. eeh.. 8D~ I just tried looking it up, but I didn't see anything saying it was poisonous to use iiiiit... at least, as long as you dun like.. eat the ice.. XD Like John almost did. x__X Anyways. FOOD WAS GOOD. @3@; *bounces around* We then went to Mountasiaaaaaa, which was a GREAT deal for $5. *w* Too bad laser tag was way too busy for us to get in a round, but at least we got our money back for that. And had enough for GAMES~ Uwaaaaaaa. <333333 Lots of DDRiiiiing, andddddd jumprope, andddd... John played wack-a-mole with his haaaands, the dork. XD And we got candy. <3 After we finished up there, we went ahead and left for home, but decided to stop by Golden Spoon on the way. Pumpkin Spice ice cream ish nuuuuuuum. *w* d00d. *really enjoys going there~* So that was fuuuun~

Afterwards we hurried home, got dressed properly, packed a tad more/put more stuff away. Befu was busy getting things together for Pres. Garnes to come overrrr, while me and Katie and John tried loading files on Katie's computer. It was so fun meeting Pres. Garnes. <333 Though at first I felt a bit awkward cause the whole thing seemed like it was meant more for famiiily.. XD" But John was there too, so.. owo; Uwaa. It was really nice hearing Befu being set appart as a mishy, and hearing the prayers and blessings said for her to keep her saaafe, and stroooong, and all that fun stuff. It helped me feel a lot better when I heard it too. Not like I wasn't feeling well about things, just.. iunno. XD It was still wonderful to hear. AND SHE WAS SO CUTE DRESSED UP LIKE A MISHYYYY~ @3@;; *wants to squee again now thinking about it* Just.. omm. *overwhelmed again* D:

When I was finally driven home, I sooooo did not want to leave. ; 3; I stood at the car door for probably 5-10 minutes joking with both Katie and Befu about silly little things... XD Which is fine I suppose. I was glad to be laughing and stuff. A couple of times while standing there, I was glad it was dark because I was getting very.. ..@.@;.. again. But that would keep going away because they'd keep making me laugh. :D Kehe. True friends kthx~ *stretches* Goodness... things honestly don't feel any different yet, but... why should I feel they are? X3 I'll still be able to talk with them booooooth, and hear from theeeeeeem, and and... see them again soooon. Yarrrrrr. Things be good. And I wish them both all the bests.

Kaaay, I think I shall either go nap a bit more or do something else for a lil bit. XD I've rambled enough~ But that was still a very fun adventu-- @.@ *thinks I hear thunder again in the distance* Mayyybe. <3 Kehehe. Anyway. Yeah. Fun. Adventure. JELLO. @3@ Me write more later. <3 I suppose for the most part this journal will be more like a record for me, since I dun really know anyone on here cept Befu. XDD Andddddd I dun think she'd get that much access to puters anytime soon. <3 But that's okies. *SENDSWUFFTOOUOMNOM~~* Thanku for everything cutie! ^o^ I could never say that enough. @.@

<3 Ja neee.


-Jessi, the content Kitsune Scot who-is-now-staring-at-that-rocher

current mood: ecstatic
current music: THUNDERRRR~ @3@;

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Tuesday, October 28th, 2008
6:49 pm
Gaaaaah I am so ready for a nap right nooooow.  *rolls over* 

Myuuu.   Iiiiiii'm gonna not let this journal be a rant journal, because I have enough of those already.  And I dun need to rant.  I'm too tired to rant.  And the things which I could rant on are pointless and unnecessary, and I am going to train myself to get over them and not make a big deal about silly little things.  I've been doing that too much lately.  >w>;  But I guess I can say some small things that have happened, along with a nice list of good things~  Yeah, I'll do that.

Sunday was niiiiiiiiiice~  Uwaaaaaaa~  I really enjoyed going and hearing Beth give her talk, and seeing what church with them was like/what her little primary class was like.  Lawl, it was funny to see the reactions I got from people.  Either they skimmed over me thinking I was just a regular, cause they've seen me before at some point, or they were very wide eyed and all EEEE and stuff.  John seemed somewhat surprised/giddy to see me there *still isn't sure if he knew about it beforehand from Katie or Beth* and- well.. Cy is always just cute.  Cause he Cy~  <3  I had a wonderful time.  I hope the others did too.

Monda- wait.. yeahhhhh today's Tuesday isn't it?  Kay, Monday was okay.  Quite tired waking up, since I got to bed late again. XD"  But I was able to stay awake though Geology!  Reason: he actually played a movie. *gasp*  It was really well made.  About the environment and stuff.  Saw a few things in it that made me cringeeee, but... x__X Besides that it was nice to watch.  Informative.  Part of me was assuming he would go over some of the Midterm (second midterm?  Final?  Random test? D< T_T *has no idea what this test really is, cept a lot of points*) material.  Buttttttttt nope.  So that's what I was stuck workin' on Monday night, andddddd tonight.  Oh joy~ 

Access and Windows weren't tooooo bad... but eeeh... I was so tired and hungry by the end of Access. TwT; And it was draining. x__x;   My chapter work was done, yes, but we -just- got our Midterm work to do.  Whiiiiiiich I'm going to have to RUSH to finish on Wednesday.  I worked as much as I could on it on Monday, and I was confused as heck. .__.  Well.. I know what I'm doing on it, just.. I'm struggling worrying about if every.  Little.  Detail is right.  Because after finishing "Assignment 1," you have to use "Assignment 1" for "Assignment 2."  Meaning if you made a small error in "Assignment 1" it will throw all your work off for "Assignment 2." which will throw off "Assignment 3"..... >_>  Aaaand of course because it's a test, there is no answer key to check our work with.  We can look back in the book thankfully, which is what I spend that 2+ hours doing.  I ended up carrying over the work into my second computer class, because I wanted to get some more of it done.  Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiwasmultitaskingtoomuchontheside during the first class.. XD'''  But that was all that was keeping me sane, because I was getting fustrated and I'd be blind to the little errors.  So nice breathers every now and then helped clear my head.  ANYWAY.  Wednesday I'll be finishing that up, hopefully, and actually start myyyyyy uh.. Windows Vista Midterm.  Hopefully I can get that done on campus too, but if not I maaaay have the ability to work on it at home, since I do have Vista. 

Tuesday/today was alright.  I had been fretting about my Jujitsu stuff the other night, but thankfully the teacher didn't have us bother with testing today.  D:  I reaaaaally need more practice with some of the moves.  Hopefully I'll have Thursday and *maybe* next Tuesday to practice a bit more before he works on testing again.  After class I went with CC to the cafeteria, doodled a cat for her, loitered off to class afterwards... ooy.  x___x; I misplaced my keyboarding book. =w=;  I have NO fathomable idea where the crap I put it.  I really hope it's just somewhere around my room...  and I'm just being slow in locating it.  The teacher was nice tho and let me use her teacher book today.  I felt a bit bad that I wasn't working as diligently as I could have been though. pwp;  But I had promised people on Gaia that I'd try to host a Flatsale during the day for once, instead of at some insanely late time at night (moreso for those in EST who can't stay up past 4-6 pm our time).  It took a biiiit longer than I thought it would take, partially because people kept iming me and asking me things at the same time.  And also because of drama with CC and her friend. >_>;  =w=  Buuuuuuuut that's a rant.  I won't go into it.  I can simply say it really put a damper on me concerning the event this afternoon, and bothered me because she was getting WAY upset because she and her friend both misread the rules.  I partially didn't MIND her friend not getting a Charpia, cause he already has 3 from the event. =w= And she's already gotten one too.  I was hosting it earlier so new people could get them in the first place, which for the most part, they did.  Sooooo yay.  Happy end.  Won't go into it more than that~

Aaaaaaaaaaaaanyway.  We had company come over today! *gasp*   My mom's sister and her.. I think it's her husband.. uh.. stopped by to visit.  It's been quite light hearted and fun.  I haven't really done much communicating/hanging out with them all, since I've been up in my room handling art stuff, putting stuff away, studying...  struggling not to fall asleep/nap.. XP  But I have had a nice time with them over.  And they don't mind our dogs!  Le gasp~  Or at least, they put up with them VERY well.  XD  Unfortunately, 2 of our dogs got into a fight at least 2 times already today. =w=  So embarassing when they do thaaaaat... pwp;  Cause we have to scream to get the other dogs away and not join in, and then pounce on them and pick up their sorry little butts.  Usually getting bit in the process. But meh.  Overall they've been kiiiiinda good to the company.  At least 2 of our dogs enjoy the extra people. XD  "Yay more peoples who can pet me and luff on me!"  Lil boogers. 

Mmmmmmmmrrrrrr... *rolls around to keep from nodding off*  I suppose I should go back to studyingggg.  Eeh..  I want to reaaaaaaad. TTwTT  And not geology. D<  I did get a chance to finish up the FS Charpia earlier though, and I made aaaaaa peanutbutter cup baby one for- well.. mm.. that's one thing that is bugging me a bit.  I dunno quite what to do with these.  I was thinking to make peanutbutter cup candy Charpia for anyone who participated in the event, but wasn't lucky enough to win/buy one for themselves.  But I'm wondering if everyone else well go "D<  HEY NO FAIR!" and bother me about getting their own. 9w9  But eh.  I might just do it like originally planned.  I'm burned out too much to think of a good set of rules for people to get one, other than if they.. uh.. don't have a Charpia yet.  Yeah. Now I'm not making sense.  <3  Anyways. 

What else, what else.. uh..  eeeeh.  Not really sure about any other news besides this stuff.  Oh, Halloween looks like it's a Go~  *ish thankful for that*  I'mma need to find time tomorrow oooor Thursday to work on a few last minute projects/presents, but I think other than that I'm set.  *mews a little*  So yeah.  Leaving off here.  Dun want to fall asleep writing~  So ja ne.


-Jessi, the anxious, somewhat perturbed Kitsune Scot

current mood: stressed
current music: A dog pawing at the door for me to take him downstairs. *goes to do that*

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Thursday, October 23rd, 2008
8:34 pm - Another one~
 ( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school.
(?) Watched someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
( ) Been to Florida
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robber
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid for a meal with coins only
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) Made prank phone calls
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose & elsewhere.
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(?) Danced in the rain
(?) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(?) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(?) Watched the sunrise with someone
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Gone ice-skating
( ) Been skinny dipping outdoors
(x) Gone to the movies

1. Any nicknames ? Jessi~ :P  Kins.  *shrugs*
2. Mother's name?  Elizabeth.
3. Favorite drink?  Chocolate miiiiiilk~  Normal miiiilk~  Hot chocolaaate~  Ramune. <3
5. Body Piercings? None.
6. How much do you love your job? ...Uh.. somewhat? 8D
7. Birthplace?  Monterey Park, CA
8. Favorite vacation spot?  Mountains, a lake, the ocean... anywhere works.
9. Ever been to Africa ?  Nope.  Though I know someone going near theeeere.  Kehe.
10. Ever eaten just cookies for dinner?  Iiiiiiiiii probably have at one point, hai.  XP
11. Ever been on TV?  Nope.  Parents tried to get me to try out for a commercial once tho, but I was way too shy. :P
12. Ever steal any traffic signs?  lolll no?  *steals a stop sign and hangs it upside down* D<
13. Ever been in a car accident?  Nope- well... myself driving, no. *hopes that doesn't happen* But with others, hai.
14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle?  4-doooooor.
15. Can you drive a standard car?  Mmhm.
16. Favorite pie?  I adore pumpkin~  <3  Cheesecake is in it's own category of cake-pie, kthx.
17. Favorite number?  Seven.
18. Favorite movie:  Mmmm... Wall-E~  X3
19. Favorite holiday?  Christmas, probably. I enjoy most all holidays though.
20. Favorite dessert?  Desserttttttttt.......   *not picky*  Jello, pudding, ice cream, flan, pie, cake... Depends on my mood.
21. Favorite food?  Good food. <3
22. Favorite day of the week?  I used to like Thursdays, but I might say Fridays or Saturdays now just because I dun have school then.
23. Favorite brand of body soap? Dove..? 8D  *has no idea*  Soap that smells nice.
24. Favorite toothpaste?  Whichever works well/whichever we have.  Either Crest or some other brand.
25. Favorite smell?  XD  There's lots of strange smells I love.  Home-baked cookies, clean laundry, rainstorms, mountain air/pines...
26. How do you relax?  Sitting outside for a while, listening to soft music, uh.. sleeping works.
27. How do you see yourself in 10 years: Optomistic, happily married/with kids, good relations with friends/family? *myus* 
28. Furthest place you will send this message: Here. <3
29. Who will respond to this the fastest?  Uh.. Befu, since she's the only person I know on here. XD


Omnomnom~  Just wanted to fill that out cause I got boreded.  Meeeeruu...~  *waddles off to eat*


-Jessi, the Kitsune Scot



current mood: discontent
current music: TV downst- why don't I have music on anymore? D:

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12:06 pm - myru~
Oooooooy I wanna fall asleeeeeeeeeeeep......zzzzzzzz........... *passes out in my keyboarding class*

I GOT A 101 WITH NU ERRORS!!~ And a 107 with 1 error. >: I happy.

Besides that, I swear I'm like a mindless zombie at the moment~ I caught myself staring blankly at the computer while doing the drills. Lawl. Though, I guess that's okay, cause mindlessly doing that is better than thinking "boredboredboredboredbored" the whole way through... <3 AND I AM STILL SOMEWHAT BUGGED BY THE ONE SPACE RULE. D: Since when did Word documents and reports change to the rule: "Only place one space at the end of a sentence/between sentences. Not 2"? *hisses* I likes mah space. >:

Only reason that came to mind was because I still double space places like here. <3 I prefer to. And yeah. Anyway. I had an alright class in Ju Jitsu today, despite being utterly sore and *gasp* on gps. 8D At least I'm not as sore today as I was yesterday. Oooooooh my monkey that was sucky. Not the most sore I've ever been, but it is so. Annoying. To not be able to move side to side, twist, tilt your head, raise your arms, move your arms, lift your legs, bend over, squat down... I couldn't even friggin touch my side/the side of my stomach without going "ow" or my side/back ribs without cringing. D: So yeaaaaah. Half of that's gone today. Aja. Hopefully it will be mostly gone/completely gone by Friday niiiiiiiiiight... or Sat. morning. I completely forgot that I had a job to do with dad on Saturday. He told me about it maybe a month or two ago, I said sure, and then he never reminded me. D< Until last night. But I guess that's my fault for not writing it down. 8D; THANKFULLY it's a short job, cause it's a school.. function/festival I think. We did the same thing last year around Halloween~ Only lasts for... 4 hours? Maybe? But that doesn't include drive time. <3 So we're gonna be leaving by latest 7 in the morning, it not 6 or earlier or something. Other upside- $50! 8D Yaaaaay money. And second upside might be if I do a good job and all that, they might POSSIBLY consider THINKING about TALKING to me about going to church on Sunday. *eyetwitch*

Myru. Every time I've brought it up the last few days, it's either been a "eeeeeeeeeh. D<" from dad, a "I dun wanna talk about it I have a headache. D:" from mom, followed by a "if I dun feel like talking about it now/don't feel well, then if you want an answer now it will be no. <<". And if I ask about when I caaaaaan talk to them about it, (at least mom anyway, cause dad seems like he doesn't want to discuss it period) I dun get a straight answer. I want to be able to talk with them about thiiiiiiiiiiiings. If not just this, about things in general. D: Or if I do bring up "wanting to do something with friends" I don't want it to be an arguement. A few times they've been openly agreeable and said yes right off the bat, but... most often it's a "You just did something last week" or "You did that big get together a few weeks ago, nu." And usually it's for no decent reason/they're being clingy/not wanting to accept that I am growing up. I can't even seem to bring up other important things with them without a bunch of uneasiness. D: Except very rarely. Anything concerning "Living on my own"- how to pay bills, manage funds, working with houses... payments... moving out especially. 9w9 Or anything concerning "Getting married"- even having a friggin boyfriend. >_> They know I doooooo and they've even admitted to me (partially) that they're in complete deniaaaaaal of it. Er.. know I have one but don't want to admit it. Yeah. I so wonder what's going to happen when the guys come home for Winter Break and come by to see if I can hang out. 8D Or go on an actual date. "Fine, I'll walk around the block with him/them, and I'll have a walkie talkie, a phone, and a taser with me. D<" "WHAT IF IF IF YOU'RE ATTACKED IT NOT SAFE. @.@" "Then I will drop kick that person into a sign post. :D k going bai."

Okay, I'll stop ranting. <3 I don't have a reason to. (And Befu, I know what you're gonna say. 8D So shh. *holds your nose* I know. >:) Things have been going relatively well the last few days though, besides the reluctance to talk (andmejustbeingpmsy. XD;;;) We've had nice dinners, helped each other around the house, gone outside to water plants/sit and relax, poke around on e-bay/look at silly things, watch a bit of television... mmm... Just nice stuff like that. And lots of other little things that I am indeed happy and greatful for and thankful for, but that I need to stop and think about more often. And not focus so unbalanced...ly... on the negative vs. the positive. I'm better than that. >o>;; And they desrve better than that. Plus, looking at positive more will bring more positive too. D: I'm focusing on negativity so I getting negative results/feelings. 8D I create my own problems out of my miiiiiiiiiiind~ *makes conundrumz and turns on fitting techno music for it*

Anywayyyyyyy.... mm... not really too much else going on. Cept I'm now starving. :D So I'mma go finish another class.. thingy and then go eat. AND ME EAT OUTSIDE CAUSE ISH NICE AND WAAAARM~ <333 And I forgot my jacket~ So warm = <3 right now. And if I have time, maybe rest my head and nap a bit more. <3 Because I so wantz to catch my z's back from last night. Eventhoughsomepeoplesaythatdoesn'twork/makeupforlostsleep ISAYITDO @3@~ Kay bai. <3

WUV TO MEH MUFFIIIIIN. :scream: :heart: :heart: :kissu:
(andIboughtyoutheprettyonethingyonGaia,butwithmyaccount. :D And I'll wear it a bit cause I like it too, so you can't complain about mah buyingz it. >D <3)


-Jessi, the sore, dazed, but still somewhat content Kitsune Scot


*re-edited out severalhundredandone smilies because I could* >o>

current mood: restless
current music: People typing faaaaaast.

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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008
6:59 pm - *STEALZ*
Stolen cause I bored. >: And these are fun.


100. What's your profile song and why?
owo  I have a profile song? D:  Uh... Smile, probably. <3  Or one from the handful of other songs I adore.

99. Do you have a job?
Aaa.. full time student...? :D  *shot*

98. Do you have a best friend?
Befuuuuuu~ <3

97. Do you have a crush on someone?
:P *squishes people*  If you want to call it that, sure. XD

96. Lied in the last 24 hours?
Uuuh... Iiiiii don't think sooo.. at least nothing beyond white lies? 8D;

95. Ever drank 'till you puked?
Dun drink~ <3  Although I've been sick to my stomach before with bubbly~

94. What's your favorite quote?
Mmm... *thinks*  "A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails."   - D. Roberts

93. What is the last movie you watched?
Movie?  Probably Speed Racer.

92. What makes you mad?
A few things but I focus on happy kthx. <3

91. What would you like to be when you grow up?
A MAN- er.. mom. @o@  *bricked* joking, joking~  Artist, mother, all that fun stuff.

90. What's your name?
Jessi~

88. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yesh.

87. What's your dog's name?
8D Let's see... Tiffany, Coco, Blue, Teddy Bear, Roo, Buck, Jasmine, Pearl, Cookie, Peaches. <3  Oldest to youngest, I believe. :D  And that's just my dogs~

86. Where are you now?
In my roooooooom.  Lazing.  Wanting to do something fun that's not related to sitting at my computer/on my bed/in my room like I am almost all day. x__X

84. How would you want to be asked out?
Uh...  I already have been? 8D

82. What is sitting to your left right now?
Myyyyyyy blanket all wadded up and waitin to be snuggled in.  Also a white tiger, a pillow, a water bottle, and a panda plushie pillow.

81. Where is your mom right now?
Downstairs watching tv, checking something on the internet, and/or working on dinner stuff/cleaning up things with dad.

80. Do you have any kids?
Not yet~ <3

79. Who is the 5th person on your missed call list?
Uh... LOL it was my dad. :D  Probably from ages ago though.

78. Closest black object?
Myyyyy computer? :D  Webcam, desk/table, headphones, backpack, side table, lamp...

77. Where did you go last?
Downstairs~  Outside of the house, school.  Outside of house and school, uh... with dad to theee post office.

76. What song are you listening to?
D:  Nothing at the moment. ; 3;  *will turn something on soon*

74. Do you own any pets?
10 dogs, 2 cats, 2 parakeets, and a leopard gecko. <3

72. Last time you listened to country music?
Iiiiiiii think on the radio this week sometime.  Maybe.

69. What are your fears?
Iiiiiiiiiiiidunno.  stuff I don't bother thinking about. 8D;;  mainly things about my life.  *thinks that's very open ended but still* >w>

68. What can you hear now?
Mom and dad talking downstairs.

64. Last person to comment you?
Comment internet wise, Befufu~

63. Do you sing?
Somewhat.

62. Screamo or country?
Country~

61. Rock or rap?
Rock~

60. Do you like cheese?
OMM YUMMMMM SWRUGHWGRUHZZZ  *starving for it now*   ; A;

59. Last four people you called?
Called outgoing, uh.. Dad/mom, Andrew, Aaron..?  8D;  *barely calls anyone* XD;;

58. Who last talked to you on the phone?
Dad when I was finished with class today.

57. What jewelry do you wear daily?
Usually a friendship necklace and two rings, but one of the rings keeps falling off now (my hand shrunk or something D<), one of them was getting bent, and the necklace I'm afraid to wear to school sometimes cause I've lost necklaces before. ; 3;  *still wears it as often as I can and wants to clean it to make it shiney again*

56. What are you doing right now?
Filling this out and going to work on Charpia.. Gaia.. things.

54. Would you die for someone?
Haaai.  I would.

52. Are you cold now?
Not really, nope.

50. What do you smell?
*SNIFFS*  Air. D:  *wants to go get food in a minute because I'm make believing that I smell it*

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to school, coming home, chores, puter.  Haaaaaa how... exciting. >: Myu.

44. Bed sheet color?
Colbalt-ish blue, light blue, white, and an off yellow stripped pattern~ Ish pretty.

43. Are you gay?
Haaaaaaaa. <3  No thanku. 

42. Can you swim?
Kiiiiiiiiiinda... :D I'm usually tall enough to just walk on the bottom of pools. XD

40. Have you been kissed during fireworks?
Mmhm~  X3 Yep.

39. When was the last time you hung out with your family?
Uh.. we spend time with each other doing a few every day things. 8D And for dinner.  I sat with mom outside today for a lil while, which was nice.  Iii.. can't really recall at the moment when we've all done something together on a bigger scale than that.  pwp XD"

38. Do you play an instrument?
A lil bit~  Keyboard/piano, drums... we have a violin now but we need to get something for it before I can practice/try it out.

37. Do you want a tattoo?
Nah.  Some look prtty though.

36. If yes, what of?
n/a~

35. United States or Canada?
Depends where in either. <3  Maybe.  Never been to Canada, but I'd like to visit.

34. What time is it?
7:27~

32. Jeans or sweatpants?
Depends on the weather. <3  Usually jeans.

31. What should you be doing?
Reading and working on Charpia. >w>; Or doing homework.  Or anything on that list of a million things to do that I have. D;  And that was probably only half of it.

30. Are you going to do it?
Yeshhhhhhhhhhh after this weird thing. D<

28. Do you own big sunglasses?
Nnnnnnnope.  My eyes like normal lighting kthx.

27. Have you ever cried so hard, you made yourself sick?
Mmmmmmmmhm.  Not fun.

26. Do you like techno?
Yeshhhhhh~

25. Do you like polka?
Maybe? :D

24. Have you ever tanned?
Yep!  I can tell by my obviously white tan lines after the school year ends.  (Since that's the most time I spend outside, apparently.)

19. Favorite TV show?
Mmm...  Mythbusters? XD Whenever I happen to catch it on.

15. What kind of music do you like?
Most any music. <3 Cept rap.

14. Do you know the Soulja Boi Dance?
Whodat?

10. Favorite class?
Uuuuh... Access is fun since it's challenging. XD I've always liked art classes tho.

7. Favorite time of day?
WHEN I'M DOING SOMETHING WORTHWHILE~ @w@  I'm fond of sunsets too. <3 If that's what that question meant.

6. Ever licked someone's cheek?
Oooooooooh so many times~  I probably bother people with that now. <3

5. Where did you see Spiderman 3 at and with who?
Spiderman 3? 8D;; *has it on my list of movies to see that I've sadly not seen yet*

4. What is your favorite season?
Autumn~ X3  Followed by Winter, then Spring, then Summer. XD

3. What are you looking forward to?
A lot of things. D:  That I hope happen. x__X  Mmm... Halloween and Sunday, hopefully. ; 3;''  Beyond that, Christmas I guess~  and when Befu comes home. @.@ <3

2. Ever got lost in the dark?
Mmmmmmmmaybe.  I can usually find my way around.

1. Where is your number one at?
Idaho~ <3  And mah other number one is probably at home.  Reading/sewing/WORKINGONHERTALKFORSUNDAY~  >o> <3


-Jessi, the bored Kitsune Scot

current music: TV downstairs, again. >o>; Ha.

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1:22 am - Writing me a reminder:
x__x; Okaaaay, soo.. I reaaaally got far behind on like.. everything I probably should have been doing today. 8D; or the last few days.  And... yeaaah writingalistofthingstodonow.

1- mene charpia orders that people wanted
2- actual trivia for the gaia shop and not just apples
3- flaffle at 6 or a little after 6 like I promised, and not later like wha happened monday
4- reading D< cause I'm falling so far behind in that .__.;
5- checking on art commishes that I was asked to do ages ago but I haven't gotten back to people on them
6- doing my classwork and catching up on reading for geology for midterm
7- doing the geo. quizzes so I don't get stuck doing them sunday night again
8- asking about sunday again and talking my parents into it
9- showing them the ecard thing that I said I'd show them the other night >_>; *bricks self*
10- get things worked out on gaia again between people so things aren't hostile during flaffle =w=
11- find name of MC and price of said MC
12- check prices for beads
13- grow lural's cow and check on the rp if I can since I forgot about it
14- check the mene rp again since it's my turn and I've yet to post anything pwp
15- start doing things so my list isn't so freakishly long D<

Kay.  Going bed now, I guess.  (Gomeeeen Befu, I know I said I would go bed, but I needed to write that out. x__x; I've forgotten haf of it until now.)

*stabs at pmsynes* DDDDD<  So many times tonight I've been giddy, then near tears, then beyond just near tears, then upset, then irrational, then twitchy, then emo, then happy, then bouncy, then guilt trippy, then guilty, then upset and back to near tears, then back to being normal, ish. =w=;;;;;;   I felt so bad for how I acted earlier. .__.;;  My gosh... Iiiiiiiii need to stop this.  Wha happened to my positive non argumenative non emo-esque-upset-over-stupid-things NORMAL self? D:  I see it sometimes but then the pmsyness comes back. D<  I swear with the missed gps and the headaches and the weird stomach cramps a few nights ago, I'm like.. pregnant or something. *dies*  AJAJA maybe it's my non..good.. sleeping pattern lately.  Okay, yeah. 8D  I'll blame it on that too and get to bed right now so I stop giving myself that excuse.  <3  checking back on my list tomorrow so I can hopefully get some of it done~ jaa.


-The sleeping Kitsune Scot

current mood: guilty
current music: tv, computer, and kitties

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Saturday, October 18th, 2008
9:20 pm
Uwaaaa~ About time I wrote another entry. X3

Not toooo much has been going on~ working on a Charpia event on Gaiaaaaa. Which is.. I guess going okies. The people participating seem to be having fun. <3 Though it's hard to get a lot of participants at once. XD" Either people have work, school, are in different time zones, or- well.. some of the people seem reluctant to join, for some reason. 8D; They just want to loiter and not try their hand at the games. I get that Zen likes to sit and watch, but.. myu. I'd like it if he'd participate too. Perhaps I'll IM him later about it... *won't get my hopes too high knowing how he normally responds to things like that* Sammy hasn't peeked in the thread in a long while, though she has a lot of other threads she frequents. Res has been loitering, the lil butt. XD He sent a trade for the raffle, but hadn't posted anything up to that point- and shortly after, Mei bought even more raffle tickets for him. 8D Hmm.. no sign of Heartage yet, but she's usually quite busy.... aaaaand... Hikaru is just page claiming like usual. But either way, I got a few points dealt out- mostly between 3 people. I'm sure it'll pick up over the next few weeks. <3 It's been fun to coordinate~ I got to make aaaaaaaa Werewolf Charpia today. <333 A liiiittle difficult to edit the lineart for, but I think I did a decent job. And I madeeee.... Candy Apple Charpia~ Well.. Caramel Apple? I never really realized before that there was a difference between candy apples and caramel apples. But oh well. Both sound nummy~

Oy.. x__x;; Thaaaaaaaat.. was kinda a bummer. =w= Earlier this morning before dad left for work, he and mom were browsing on E-bay for Wii Fit games. Lawl, no WONDER they're sold out most everywhere, people go buy them up and sell them online for $40 more than they're worth. >_> Dorks. Anyway. We had found aaaa... very nice bundle back. Wii Fit and aaa charger and a game. And SOMEHOW we managed to win it. Bid a little bit more than it was probably worth, buuuut... <3 We were happy. Uuuuuuuuuuuntil about 10 minutes ago. Mom asked me to check the site again, since we're selling a few things ourselves. There was a message left from the guy we bought the Wii Fit from. >_>; He said he was really sorry, and that he had tried to cancel the auction earlier on-- apparently he didn't have the game anymore, or had changed his mind about selling it. Haaaaaaa... Yeaaaaaaah.... I mean, I can see how E-bay might have glitched it, but still. If you put something online to sell, and you take it off, you should probably -check- to make sure it's taken off. I'm actually not too bugged, only slightly disappointed. But mom was so teed at it. x__X; She was ranting to me and I wasn't feeling good, so I responded in the wrong way. pwp Now she's a bit teed at me too, I think. Oh well. Iii.. guess we'll just find it elsewhere. XP lol. Still waiting for Katie to get back to me later too~ *had asked her the name of the place they bought the game from, since I forgot* What was it.. $80 there..? Ish..? Maybe..?

Hm.. wha else.. uuuh... MS was a bit more fun the other day. Exploring a new world is always a bit more refreshing. Not like I've minded hpqing and making mules with Katie and Benben, but.. so.. many mules.. lawlllllllll. And Ben's made probably 3x as many as I have. He's up to... $80? $90 worth of NX now? Crazy lil booger. I guess the grinding kinda burned me out. XD" When I started thinking about "making money by playing games, which would be only spent by spending more time playing those same games".... Eeeeeh.. *twitch* Nexon is so just trying to real in even more people and money right now. :D

Outside of the computering world (wow that seems lame of me. I fail. D< I need a real life.) school's been alright. Had a test on Thursday, which I think I did a lot better on then the last one. I got a B on the last Word test. T____T *fails more* Though that was the one I was half asleep during, so... I guess I didn't do that bad. 8D;;; Ju Jitsu has been alright, though I'mma need to look up a few things tomorrow and Monday to make sure I can do things right for class next week. I haven't gotten in as much practice as I probably should have, so we'll see what happens. Hm.. other classes are alright. Nothing new. Only interesting thing I can think of that's happened at school is that some people came to polish/buff the floors in Hasley Hall. Yaaaaaaaay~ Buffed floors! Yeah! ...Wooooo! *waves my fist around in a unrealistically happy way* Only honestly interesting thing about it was listening to the high school kids come in and comment on the smell. "EEEEW It stinks in here. D< Like.. rubber.. dirt.. old.. things. D<" *next person* "@_@;; Ew. Well.. it smells kinda like.. coconut. @O@" Iunno. Weird kids.

Oh yaaaaaay! People are participating a bit more now in the Charpia thread. I shall go watch that for a bit then. Jaaaa~ me update more later when I find interesting things to post. <3


~Jessi, the Kitsune Scot

current mood: discontent
current music: Sound of a crime show on TV

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Thursday, October 16th, 2008
9:55 am - Survey thing I stole. >: <3
Stolen survey from Befufu whowasuplatelastnightfillingthisout. >o>.............. T^T *hopes she was feeling well and not upset or icky like she was feeling two nights ago* ; 3; *sends voodoo snuggles*

I actually can't recall how late I was up. o_O I think I went to bed before 1.. XD haaaa. *shot* But I woke up completely rested this morning. I actually heard my alarm go off for once. @3@ Instead of letting it buzz for a minute or two before I snooze et. Then I lay awake and watched part of the sunrise. <3 (Or at least, the part of the sky I can see~). Anywayy... survey. Which I should be doing later since I have a test to study for coming up. @O@ BUT OH WELL~ <3


[1.] Have you ever fallen in the toilet when you were little?
o_o Uh.. I don't thiiiink so... besides the "slippery-from-taking-a-bath-when-I-was-little" thing.

[2.] Do you know anybody who is having a baby?
Uuuuuuuuuuhnope. Not personally.

[3.] Who are you IMing right at this moment?
Ben, kinda. Who should be working. >o>

[4.] Where was your default picture taken?
Out some place pretty. @^@

[5.] Is your bedroom clean?
Half the time it's half clean. <3 At the moment it's messy, so me clean when I get home.

[6.] How about your car?
I HAVE A CAR?? D8 (counting my parent's cars, they're relatively clean, yes.)

[7.] Have you ever had a brush with the law?
Nopez. Though last night I had a dream I was pulled over by a cop. 8D *has no driving skills in my dreams* Very.. weird dream. Haaa...~

[8.] You just got hired to create new sundaes.. what do you make?
.... D< *hisses at Befu's answer for sounding so nummy* Hmm... Theeeeeen I WILL MAKE INSTANT SUNDAES. *thinks of one and eats it as it appears*

[9.] What is the best kind of Mac & Cheese?
Deluxe. *w* I adore the real, non-powdered cheese packs. Though, I've had good normal Kraft m&c~ Just need to add butter, milk, other nummy things.. XD

[10.] What are you listening to right now?
Victor talking. >: Last thing I can remember listening to is Carol of the Bells, though I know there was other x-mas music after that. *wants to play that song again now*

[11.] Who was your best friend in 5th grade?
5th grade.. I think it was Christina. We used to get along most of the time~ But I dun see her too often anymore. Not since the majority of high school. XP

[12.] Do you get seasick?
Hmm.. I don't thiiiiink I've ever gotten seasick. owo I like boats~

[13.] How about carsick?
Not in a loooooong time. A few times I've gotten dizzy spells, and only once did I actually toss mah cookiez. Though I think I was just sick in general... I remember after that I had a stomach bug for at least a day or two. XD

[14.] What is your favorite breakfast item?
Bacon, eggs.. HASHBROWNS. @3@......... Toast..~ XD Normal home-made stuff. <3

[15.] Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?
Yep! and with real animals sometimes! XD But stuffed animals are more inclined to put up with my tossing, turning, or random snugglez. @^@ I usually have a few stuffed animals on my bed, but will 'sleep' sleep with one. Whichhasbeenmahc00twiddlewhitetigerlately. @w@........ Mah squishy~ before that it was Befu's Coco, and before that, my Kiki. <3

[16.] Does anybody hate you?
Uh.. I don't thiiink so, but maybe. XD''

[17.] What is your favorite beverage of choice?
Miiiiilk~ <333333 my most common choice, anyway~ I've had some other awesome drinks before, but.. XD

[18.] Are you overweight?
Aaaaaaa..hahaha... ha... no. >:

[19.] What was the first Beanie Baby you ever got?
o_o; Uuuuh... Iiiii can't recal. XD I've had a dolphin for a while, and a skunk. o3o Though I'm not even sure if those are Beanie Babies. :D

[20.] Do you remember the first CD's you ever got?
Nope! Well... ohhh what was that one.. some older artist/group, maybe. owO My parents have TONS of CDs, so I guess we've always just shared those.

[21.] What is your favorite number?
7~

[22.] Who is your favorite Oldies band?
The Beatles, though their songs were a bit.. eeehe.. 8D; *floats away on some rainbow* Blame my singing Yellow Submarine book I had when I was a tot. XD

[23.] Are you a good student?
For the most part, I think soooo~ I do try. D: Though sometimes it might not seem like I do... >: *coughfallingasleepinclasssometimescough*

[24.] Do you subscribe to any magazines?
Nope~ My sister used to send me Highlights magazines. Was that what they were called..? Wooooow I haven't seen those in ages. But they were fun when I was little~

[25.] Can you keep a spoon on your nose?
I think I was able to at some point. :D

[26.] What is your favorite farm animal?
I likes teh goats. @^@ They eat everything and they CLIMB~~ *bounds up a tree*

[27.] Do you lie to your parents in order to get your way?
Eeeh.. 8D;; White lies..~? *fails and bricks self*

[28.] Do you like to play Monopoly?
I dooooooo~ I haven't in ages though, because long games were kinda hard to play often with mom and dad. XD" Since they did have things to get done. 8D I had a Pokemon game that I compared to Monopoly when I was younger though, which I used to play by myself. <3 Though now that I think about it, it was nothing like Monopoly. o_o; 8D;

[30.] What is your favorite type of chocolate?
*steals Befu's answer* Hot chocolaaaaaaaate~ Or fudge... or silk chocolate things. >:

[31.] What is the most fun restaurant you have ever been to?
Most fun? owo Hmmmmm... I've had fun at most restaurants I've been to. XD Since it's mainly with friends~ I never like.. don't have fun with mah friends. D: Silly-fun restaurant though, maybe Ferrels? Since they make a lot of noise/jokes/etc. XD

[32.] Do you prefer fried or roasted chicken?
*w* Mmmmmmmm chicken. Both~ Hehe. I love eating both kinds hot or cold. And you can fry and roast chicken with some awesomely yummy herbs and things...~ *drool* I'm so not picky.

[34.] Do you remember which band Flavor Flav came from?
D: I know of that person but I have no idea where he came from. D< *twitch*

[35.] What does your name mean?
My actual name? Jessica means uuuuuuh... *checks* God Beholds. :P

[37.] Broccoli, potatoes, or corn on the cob.. which one do you choose?
All plz?~ @w@....... I likes mah veggies. XD Broccoli raw, boiled, sauteed.. Omm. Cheesy broccoli. .... Omm. *dies* Potatoes with butter, with gravy, with bacon bits, with sour cream, with cheese, with chives, I could go on. <3 I'll eat baked potatoes with the skin sometimes, too. Mashed are always nummy. <3 And I adore corn on the cob or off the cob. With any dinner dish I always feel weird if it doesn't have any veggies on the side. >: If it was only meat or something. I needs mah fiberrrrrrrz. K hushing up about food.

[39.] Do you have a significant other?
Yesh~ Male and female. <3

[40.] What is the wallpaper on your phone?
ACHINCHILLAFACE~!!

[41.] Have you ever stayed overnight in the hospital?
Nope~ I have wondered what that's like though.

[43.] Do you drive an automatic or a manual?
Automatic~

[44.] Do you have a ceiling fan in your room?
XD Nope. My current room has a funky ^ shaped ceiling, so it wouldn't work all that well. <3

[46.] What kind of car does your mom drive?
An Infinity... uh.. something. :D

[47.] What is the best kind of donut?
Glaaaaaazed~ Though I like filled donuts, sprinkle donuts, eclairs (are those the filled ones? 8D)... mini powdered donuts.. XD Anything fresh~ <3

[48.] Who was your favorite Sesame Street character?
Uuuuh... hm.. I remember a dog. o_o Maybe the dog? 8D *hasn't seen it in ages and can't remember too much*

[50.] How was this survey?
Iiiiiit's okay I guess. Very long. D:

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1) Where​ is the girl/​​boy you want most?​​
Girl: A FEW MILEZ AWAY. D< ROFL. *walks to her house* Boy: QUITE a few miles away. 8D Out of state. Where they get snow. D<<<

2) Where​ will you be 2 hours​ from now?
2 hours from nooooow... Eating my lunch. :D Before my Word test, which I've only partially studied for. <3 Manual studying now though, since the website doesn't want to work. >_>

3) How old is the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​
Mah adorable smexies. @^@ *waves to Befu and Katie* 21 kthx~ (ANDYESIAMTEHBEBEH~ D8 *died when the one girl pointed that out* >: No faiiir~)

4) When was the last time you saw your ex and where​?​​
I dun have an ex~ XP Only had one bf before. 8D

5) Who was the last perso​n of the oppos​ite sex to text you?
Andrew~ XP

6) Can you make yours​elf sneez​e?​​?​​
THAT WOULD BE SO COOL! @_@ I can only make myself burp. XD

7) What is your curre​nt mood?​​
Content, I suppose. *rolls around*

8) What are you doing​ tomor​row?​​
Not anything too big, besides working on art stuff, reading, chores.. XD

9) Who was the last perso​n to sleep​ in your bed besid​es yours​elf?​​
Mah bed? D: Uuuuuuh... My cat. >: Rawr.

10) Do you think​ you would​ make a good boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​?​​
I try to do my beeeest~ D: I've been told I have. *steals Befu's answer* <3

11) Where​ were you at 9am this morni​ng?​​
9 am, I was.. IN THE AIR. @O@ XD Joking~ Practicing footwork in Ju Jitsu.

12) Whose​ bedro​om were you in last?​​
My own. *ninja* Outside of my house, Befu's. <3 And Katie's~

13) Why do you feel the way you feel?​​
Iiiiiiii got sleep. @O@

15) Do you want to be with someo​ne right​ now?
Haaaaai~ It's fun to be with peoples. <3 *reiterates my above answer and walks to Befu's house* D<

17) Who do you admir​e most?​​
Uuuuuh.. I'm not sure. hm.. probably my friends? XD <3 They so adorable and righteous. @O@ And have been doing well in their lives with their work, etc.

18) What are you liste​ning to right​ now?
Now I'm listening to people type on teh keyboard. >: Ish so quiet. ; 3;

19) How has the week been?​​
Progressively better. <3

20) Is there​ somet​hing you wish you could​ tell someo​ne but can'​​t?​​
I can never fully express how much I'm thankful for the people in my life. >: (So I guess that would count~) *sends much luffs*

22) Who'd you last kiss?
Mah parents~

24)Do you love him/her?
Again, stealing Befu's answer: They're my parents~ of course.

23) Do you sleep​ with the TV on?
Nnnnnnope.

24) Are you too forgi​ving?​​
Iiiiiiiii think I am sometimes, yeah. But I can't help it. ; 3;

25) Where​ are your paren​ts right​ now?
At home, I'd assume. XD

26) How many people​ do you consi​der true frien​ds?​​
Hm.. 4? owo

31) Are you singl​e?​​
Nope~

32) If you could​ have any car what would​ it be?
ONE THAT WORKS. @^@ Hm.. or rather, one that gets decent millage. 8D;

34) Do you cook?​​
Sometimes. <3 It's fun to do~ But it probably wouldn't hurt to practice more.

35) How many windo​ws are open on your compu​ter?​​
5 tabs on Firefox, a Welcome Center message that Vista pops up, and my Keyboarding program. Oh yeah I should be working on that. 8D *does a lesson*

36) In the past week have you gotte​n sick?​​
Uuuuuuh.. besides slight sniffling, random sneezing, or waking up feeling a tad stuffy, no. 8D; *hopes I'm not sick or that I haven't gotten anyone else sick*

37) In the past week have you gotte​n a hair cut?
Nope~

38) How many myspa​ce profi​les have you had?
One, but I never used it and recently killed everything on it.

39) Who was your last call from?​​
Uuuuuuh... I guess Andrew? Incoming wise. XD

40) When was the last time you drove​?​​
Driving home from school.

42) How many cloth​es do you have in your close​t?​​
I have two closets with clothes. 8D One of them is half filled with jeans. ROFL. I wouldn't know how many total. XD Lawl.

43) On a scale​ of 1-10 How good is life?​​
8-9~ I guess. Life is what you make of it.

44) Will you and your ex ever get back toget​her?​​
n/a? D:

45) WHERE​ IS IT?
BEFU ATE IT. D<

46) What'​​s your favorite song right​ now?
First that comes to mind is Carol of the Bells. XD lawl. Uuuuuuuh... Smile? 8D I have no idea, I like too many songs. <3

47) Are you with the perso​n you think​ you'​​ll marry​?​​
Yesh~ X3

48) Do you think​ you'​​ll be a good Mothe​r/​​Fathe​r?​​
I hope I will be~ Though I shall do my best. <3

49) Are you high-​​maint​enanc​e?​​
*looks at my blue jeans and tshirt* What's high-maintenance mean? D:

50) Are you happy​ with the way life is going​?​​
Mmhm.

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Will you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend in 2 months?
Haihai~

Have you ever had a boy best friend?
o_o Uuuuuuh... I guess Christopher was.. ish... XD He was a little booger though.

Has a girl ever complimented your hair?
Yesh. Normally pointing out how long it is. XD

Has anyone ever asked your best friend about you?
Befuuuuuu? 8D XD

Do you like hugs?
Haihai~ <3 Well, if I know who the person is. 8D And even when I do, I guess it depends. I know some people who I feel weird getting hugs from. x__X

Last person you talked on the phone with?
Uuuuh... my mom~

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Iun have a bad mood today. <3 I doing fine.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
Nope~

Where was your profile picture taken?
Pro..file? On here? Ish mah icon. D: If this means something like Facebook or Myspace, my FB picture was taken at school. XD

Do you wish someone would call you right now?
Weeeeeeell.. I'm kinda in the middle of claaaass.. so.. :D

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
*shakes head* Nope. Well- eh.. nah. *won't get into anything else*

When was the last time you cried?
*myued at Befu's answer* Gomen cutie. TwT;; *bricks self* ; 3;' Uh.. I teared up both last night and the other day in class. XD" "Cry" crying- well, if I was home during the class one I probably would have been doing more than tearing up. 8D; Besides that... eh.. lately I haven't let myself cry over things/made myself not. XD' Last time was prob a few weeks ago or so.

You're in the hospital, who of your friends would you call?
Befu/Katie, Andrew/Aaron~ Grouping them only because of the closeness of their proximity to one another.. XD If I called one and said I was in the hospital, the noise the person would make would get the attention of their twin, most likely. 8D

Do people underestimate you?
Maaaaybe? Sometimes? Heck, there's times I underestimate myself. XP

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
I would like to beeeeee. D: Iun wanna stay in my house until I'm 40. >_>

Are you waiting for something?
A few things~

Do you miss anyone?
Haihaaaaai. T^T And one of those people haven't even left yet. D: *misses them already*

When was the last time you and an opposite sex hugged?
*blinks* Wow, uh.. the last time Andrew was still in Cali? 8D Unless that creepy guy hugged me since then.. he might have. D< I don't count that kthx. >:

Do you take walks often?
Between classes, yes. XD Though just doing it for fun, not in a while. D: I wannaaaaaa~ It's awesome. T^T Both when you walk by yourself and when you're walking with someone~

What color shirt are you wearing?
Greeeeen~

What do you currently hear right now?
D< Still keyboarding- THIS IS 3RD TIME ASKED THIS QUESTION KTHX. Befuuuuuu was this all one servery you found or did you fill out THREE last night? >3> *noms*

Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
T^T Nope. I'd be wearing the friendship necklace that me and Befu have, but I rarely bring it/wear it on Tuesdays and Thursdays, cause of Ju Jitsu. ; 3; We aren't allowed to wear jewelry during class, and I'm worried I'd loose it if I kept it in my bag. XD" I'd rather not chance et~ *keeps it safe*

Could you go a day without eating?
I'd rather not. :D I'm skinny enough. XD But I can fast for about a day, or with just water.

Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
n/a again. XP

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
Both, but.. I guess like my mom.. owO Dark hair and skin tone from her side of the family. I'm guessing my height's from my dad's side. XD

What was last thing you drank?
Hmmmm.. milk. <3

Does anyone love you?
Yeeees. >o>; *noms them*

Do you swear in front of your parents?
XD' I haven't in a long while, and I always try not to. *never happy when I do*

Have any plans for the rest of the week?
WORKING ON STUFF I NEEDS TO WORK ON. <3 Art, reading, any homework stuffs... signing up for a day for my drivers license... D<

Have you ever fell asleep in someones arms?
Yeeeeeeeesh~ <3 Asleep asleep = Befu. @3@ Or at least, that was next to. <3 Kehe. Otherwise I've just dozed off~ Ish nice. X3

Does anyone hate you?
Iiiiiiiii don't.. know. D: I hope not.

Do you walk around naked?
l o l no. XD

What would you do if your best guy friend said he was gay?
Haaaaaaaaa I couldn't see either of the guys saying they're gay. 8D *coughs* Now Befu on the other hand... TO MASSACHUSETTS WE-- Awwwww you were kidding? >: IT'S LEGAL IN CANADA HOW ABOUT THERE? @O@ <3 *bricked*

Have you ever played hide and go seek in the dark with the lights off?
YEP! <3 I think my cousins called it pigs in a blanket though.. XD Maybe not. 8D It was awesome. I could imitate my older, male cousin's attempt at a girly voice. <3 People thought it was really him. Kehe.

Have you ever ironed your clothes while they are on your body?
L o l no. Maybe with a play-iron I used to have as a kid.. XD

Do you think you will have your hair fall out from dying it too much?
Never dyed it. <3 Don't think I ever will. XD I likes mah hair. <3

What would you do if your annoying friend never left you alone?
If someone was annoying me I have the ability to say I need to be somewhere else. 8D XD

What if one day, all clothing material blew up in the whole world so everyone had to be naked?
Uh... I.. don't.. know.. D<

Are you hungry?
A little bit~ Though I'mma go eat in a half hour.

Do you like cleaning mirrors?
@O@ Yesh. Sometimes. XD When my mirror gets all dirty and I clean it... "I CAN SEE MYSELF AGAIN @Q@" *shot*

How's life?
Geeeewd. Nom.

Do you like fruit?
Yesh~ <3 I need to eat more of it.

Who would be the first person to know you were pregnant?
LOL I'd assume myself. 8D Hubby, Befu, family/friends.. XP <3

Can you sleep in jeans?
Yep~ There's only some times when it bothers me.

What are you looking forward to?
Writing Befu on her mission. @O@

Do you like winter?
Haaaaai~ <3 It's a nice break from California heat. Though it doesn't get toooo cold~ I guess I dun mind that.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Mmhm~ But I don't have them thaaaat often. XD It's nice to be awake enough to think, but asleep enough to be in that awesome tipsy state. <3

Do you like to cuddle?
Very much so. <3

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
Uhh... multitasking doing this and working. 8D

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
I'd hope not. XD'

How late did you stay up last night?
12:45 ish I thiiiiink... before 1.. 8D; I was up reading. @w@.. And wondering if Befufu was sleeping well. >o>....... *noms her and flames all the stupid people who were bothering her and keeping her up* <3

Are you going to grow apart from someone close?
I better not. D<

What will you be doing at 8AM tomorrow?
Maybe sleeping.. 8D Hopefully I can wake up by then. XD

Do you want children?
Yeeeeesh~ <3 Kids are so coot. @O@ Even though they can be boogers sometimes.

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Glasses~ *blindbat*

Have you ever cried over a boy?
Yeeep.

What were you doing before filling this out?
My class work. 8D

Do you like to travel by plane?
Yep! <3 Though I haven't been on a plane iiiin... over 10 years? Maybe? XD

Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right handed~

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Nope~ I rarely watch T.V. at all as it is. XD


Kaaaaaaay now I'm done.

AND I SCORED A 107 WPM WITH 2 ERRORZ ON THE SPEED SPRINTS TODAY. @3@........................................ *goes to finish my class work and is off to lunch~* <3

current mood: bouncy
current music: Nothin. >:

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Sunday, October 12th, 2008
7:33 pm - Ebiiiiiiiiiiil.
Oooooooow. x__x; Haa...I rejoin the group of people in this word who were attacked by food. >_> I cooked up a hot pocket and 3/4ths through it, a bristling hot portion of nuked meat falls onto my thumb. Scorched it, but not before I yelped, knocked my fork out of my bowl, and kneed my leg hard into the cabinet.

Shortly after hobbling around for a minute, I devoured the rest in a mock sense of superiority.

Win. (Fail.)


Had a quiet weekend. Can't really think of anything at the moment to write about that's worth.. writing. Most of the normal, everyday stuff. And if anything is worth writing, I can't recall what that might be. *tries to think up a few things*

Hmm.. school went okay~ Not much new there. Finished class work up, attempted to stay awake through lectures... mm.. had a lot of quiet time in which I ate snacks, napped... normal whatnot. Went to retake/renew/whatever my permit. Traveled through 5 different lines before I could take the actual test itself. That didn't take too long, though a few questions were a bit more difficult. I forgot Cali's passed a few new laws since I last took it, like the "no smoking in your car with any child under 18 present." (Guessed that correctly nonetheless.) Only missed 3, which wasn't too bad. So now I have my permit back. Oh, and I ran into one of my ju jitsu classmates there. The nutty, silly guy. Said hello, cracked a few jokes, parted ways. Dad let me drive home, whiiich.. was okay for the most part. I'm glad I wasn't taking my driving test then though; I made sooo... so many mistakes. And a handful of those were decently big ones. Ones which would have auto failed me. Haaa... Either I was just out of practice or just not in my right mind from gps or somethin'. I'd turn to check for traffic, see none, go to pull out into traffic, dad goes "@_@ WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP AND REVERSE. D:" Two cars had wizzed right on by me. =w= I also didn't wait properly a a 4 way stop; slowed down, stopped as 2-3 other cars did so, hesiated on going, then went as another car started going. Ja... well, hopefully I'll do better this week.

Saturday was the normal; a lil putering, chores, etc. Power went out at about 9 am though. Stayed off til about 11 or so. I unfortunately slept though most of that, but it was nice to sleep without any of that white noise going. I can usually tell when something electrical is plugged in, running, all that fun stuff... so yeah. Nice sleep. I also dusted off an old gamecube game that I've had for maybe.. a year now? I've never tried playing it before. Iunno why. Probably cause I thought it'd be silly (Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, lawl- of course it'd be silly, but whatever). So I played that. It's not too bad, despite a few, small glitchy areas. Later that afternoon Aaron and Andrew came online. Aaron had wanted to rp earlier (which he told me multipule times throughout the morning by fone) but I was somewhat unsure since it was Claymore related. So when they did get on, I winged it and we had fun. Andrew and I rped a second thing off to the side for fun, and so time would go a bit faster in between Claymore posts, but then Aaron brbed, later signed off, and Andrew suddenly dissapreared without a word. Turned out they were just watching vids and where there for... 3 or so hours. I didn't think to IM him, since I figured he'd IM me when he wasn't "afk". Buuuut since he wasn't afk at all in the first place, just vegging for all that time... eeeeh. Iunno. It was odd, and I kinda felt like I had been ditched for 3 hours. I figured I was just upset due to pmsy crap, so I shrugged it off as best I could without showing any sign of being just a mildly bit disappointed. He throughly appologized afterwards though, so things were fine/are fine now. I had spent the 3 hours MSing and halfheartedly reading through a weird comic, so it's not like I wasn't keeping myself distracted. But anyway. That's over with. I also figured out how to configure my PS2 Eye Toy into a webcam for my puter. *tied it on to the top of my monitor with a thick piece of string~* Works decently enough.

Sunday (today) I went to church with dad again. Twas fun. Lesson on how life teaches us important things. Ironic part: got a lesson right before we got there. The car ran out of gas about oh.. 3 blocks from the church. So me and him found a place to pull off to, got the stuff he needed from the back (he was gonna play music again today for everyone) and we lugged it though the 3 blocks of Hollywoody-goodness. Had a very nice time at the service though. Met lots of very nice, friendly people. And it had been a while since I had a chance to walk through Hollywood, so... Pleasant day.

Ja ne for now.


~Jessi, the Kitsune Scot who-is-surprised-at-the-suddenness-of-halloween's-approach

current mood: quiet and wondering why
current music: Advent Children video in the background~

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Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
4:50 pm - Jajaja~
Well, it's been a little while since I've posted here. Hmmm.. let's see... *tries to think of recent happenings to write about*

I'm doing quite alright at the moment. A little tired, but quite content. Turned on some music and cleaned my room when I got home; put things away, threw out old things, piled up the dirty laundry to take downstairs, organized paperwork and books, opened up the windows upstairs so that a nice breeze is blowin' though. I guess that's helping things feel less stuffy. And when things less stuffy = me quite happy. So ja~

I also feel like a got a few things done~ Instead of me just being lazy on teh puter/lazy around the house/lazy sleeping the day away. Emailed a few old high school teachers to see how they were doing. <3 Hopefully I came up with the right email addresses for them. x__x; The VHS website was being lame and not showing me any staff, except the P.E. department. 9w9 So I guessed (99% sure~) at what the emails I needed were. Sent one to Mrs. Madden- said hello, both from me and the guys; one to Mrs. Pharis- said hello from me and the girls.. XD Annnd one to Mrs. Strothe, my Sci Fi teacher. I remembered a little earlier today that way back when, she had been very @3@ at my artwork and mentioned something about me drawing a picture of her daughter sometime. Alas, I hadn't taken the time to ever email her back (or any teachers, really) for the last.. what? 1.5 years? XD Cept Mrs. Pharis when we went to vis...it.. her.. woah.. has that seriously been 1.5 years? Haaaaaaa. 8D Amazing how now that doesn't seem that long now...~ *thinks about that for a moment and somehow feels more content*

School was alright this week~ Monday didn't do too much. Nodded off a few times in Geology while taking scribbly notes, went to the comp. lab and spent the next 3.5 hours not really doing any work, just lazing on the computer. Even today I -still- didn't have anything to do in that class. x____x; Work wise. Victor isn't going to start ch. 3 until next week, when all the other people are caught up- Even BJ hasn't finished her ch. 2 work yet. X___X; I swear I am so not going to rush through a chapter again like that. It leaves me bored to death. D8 Monday I also didn't do anything work wise in my Windows/Vista class, although I could have. I ended up doing all the ch. 5 work today though~ Only made one small mistake, which I'll fix on Monday. I would have today- I mean.. I had -time-... *left a little less than an hour early* but I'd rather have something to do next week than have a lazy day again. <3 Aaaaaand--.... D<<<<< *just got a text from Ben concerning his awesome dinnerfoodstuffs* Nummy Asian food and iced Ovaltine. :< No faiiiiiir~ *is getting quite hungry now* Anywayyyyyy. >__> *will go get a cool snack after this* Mmm.. maybe more dump cake. *w*

So.. yeah.. uh.. school stuff. Hmmm... Tuesday Ju Jitsu was alright. Got out 20 minutes early (the teacher canceled the second class too. D: ) and all we did was watch 5 white belts test for green. One guy I know who went (known him since high school) did kiiiiiiiinda okay, I think. owo; He was a bit shaken up and forgot one of the techniques. Though I'm sure everyone was nervous... XP I was last time I tested. lawl. But hopefully he passed. Funny how it seems like everyone else is watching you, and yet they only half paying attention. 8D Most people watching from the sidelines are either talking to someone else quietly, half asleep, or watching one of the other people. Anyway.

Lawlllllllll I reaaaally need to start getting to bed earlieeeer.. XD"''' I can wake up alright, but Monday/Wednesday I so can't stay awake in Geology. XD I mean.. it's.. Geology. >: Good nap time. And yeeeeeees (to a certain someooooooone >o>) I know my curfew is 11 pm. 9w9 I've been having dinner a bit late the past few nights (with the exception of last night. GASP EARLY DINNER AT 7:30 @O@), and I've been up talking to peoples. Mainly to Andrew, and a little to Aaron~ They're normally back at their apartment (and on puter) prettly late at night. Which I'd assumeeeee would be weird since it's an hour later there anyway. >3> But since they don't have classes until like.. 10 am or later, they're used to going to bed at 1 am and still getting a full 8 hours. Lucky lil boogers. But anyway. Gawl.. I hope today's been better for them. T_T A few nights since.. Sunday maybe? Seems like things have gotten a bit strained there. x__x; One of the nights Aaron did have a depression episode, and Andrew was very down because of it. And last night- oh my monkey. >___> Geez... They've met a lot of nice people at BYU, that's for sure. Recently made friends with one girl~ Aaron wanted to be friends with her, cause she seemed very friendly and all; liked heavier music, martial arts... (haaa... I remember earlier yesterday we talked for a bit and he compared her to me. "She's very very kind. Like you. 8D" "That's niiiice." "Just more.. ya know.. open about it. 8D Ya know." "Haaaa okay." ":D" Lil dork. He was saying something else too, I think concerning Andrew or what type of girl Andrew had liked/wanted/whatever before. o__O I didn't hear half of it because of static, but when I inquired again he changed his mind about saying whatever it was. "Oh, nothing. Really. It was nothing. Not anything important. Sorry. Yeah." "I heard half of what you said, Aaron, but okaaaaay. 8D I know you didn't mean anything rudely." "D: *changes the subject quickly*"

Anyways. The girl seemed nice. Friendly. Wanted to be friends. Had him call her once to talk. Then out of the blue he gets a call from some guy going "D<<<< IM GETIN MARRIED 2 HER LTR U STOP CALLING RANT RANT RANT." Apparently she was engaged. 8D The random angry call bugged the heck of both Aaron and Andrew, and they were both quite upset about it. I hate it when people act like that. x___x; Like.. "Oh! I'm dating ___ and because of it they can't have any friends of the opposite gender whatsoever because I wants them all to myself etc etc etc..." Eeeeeeeeh. Iunno. Wasn't nice. Hopefully if either of the guys run into the girl on campus, she'll apologize to them for the mis-communication/rudeness of her bf. 9w9 But oh well.

On a happier note for them, Aaron tried WiiFit. D<<<<< I was surprised when I was telling Andrew about it and Aaron piped up, "@O@ I've tried that! It's fun! :D Ya know, the.. ski..ing..thing. @3@" I guess one of the people living downstairs has it, and Aaron got to try it when he visited 'em. Yay for fun exercising! XD And I think both of them are gonna try to go on a semi-diet too. Cause healthiness = goodness.

Hmm.. nothing else reaaaally that's.. new. Homework, drawing, chores, sleeping, the works. It's been a bit quiet today/the last few days (aside from the guys), but that's okay I guess. It's not like I haven't been talking to Ben, Katie, or anyone else... Just.. not as much, maybe? I think I'm starting to get a bit more used to it. Maybe talking to Andrew more has helped make up for the quietness. XD lawl. But still. I've been doing better. Hope things are going well for Befufu and Katie and peoples~ *curious to know how the sewing is going* <3 I still can't wait to see how the present turns out finished. I'm partially inclined to start another sewing project myself, but eeeeh... I might stick to drawing stuffs for a while first.

Nom. Now I'm out of things to say. And I still haven't eaten. o_o; I'mma go do that. :D Talk more later~ Ja ne.


-Jessi, the hungry Kitsune Scot

current mood: hungry
current music: Canon in D remixes and Mediterranean moosic~

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Sunday, October 5th, 2008
9:03 pm - Myuuuuuuuu~wa!
Wooooooow.

...

........

Just woooooooow.



*w*;  My gosh.  The last 24+ hours has been amazerin.  Enough so that when I got home I wanted to pass out from.. the amazerin-ness.  Of it.  Yeah.  Which I did for the past 1.5 hours.  Jaaaa....  *slumps and falls asleep again readily* 

Got to go over to Befu and Katie's house on Saturdaaaaaaaaaaay.  AND IT WAS RAINIIIIIIIING~~~!  Both of those things combined was like.. dude.. just.. gah.  D:  I can't think of a proper word for it so I''mma come up with a word right now:  HABAAAGHHTFGA! @____@;;;

Yeah.  That should work, I think.

Lessee..  Saturday afternooooon, they came and stole me around 4:30 pm ish~   Was kinda glad to eat beforehand since now looking back at what we ate that night.. just.. haaa... wow.  Real food is my friend.  Srsly. Though, I was hoping the others didn't mind coming to pick me up a bit later.. x__x;  I know that happens a bit too often- me being belated to do things cause of food. XD"'' but.. uwa. T_T;  *sends them luffs*  Mmm...  soo we drove to Tokyoooooo~  Katie got a UBERYOSHISQISHY andddddddd we bought a ton of snacks, junkfood, soda.. ya know.. normal stuff~ <3  We got to their house, aaaaaaaaaaand..... hmm.. wha we do first.. .I think we just brought out stuff in, Iiiiiiiiii gave teh pressy to Befufuuuuuuuuuuu for her mishyyyyyyyyyyyyy~... <3333333333  *mews and clings to her*  Was so fun to see her reactiooooooon~  uwawa.  Hmm.. after that I think we set up WiiFit.  Oh. My. Monkey.  That game.  Is so awesome.  Iun even know if I wanna call it a GAME. XD  I would love to get it sometime.  *w*  Even though it's not like I need to.. loose weight. >_>  It'd be great for that though, I will admit.  But I'd just use it to better my posture, balance, uh... healthy...ness. <3  Especially since, if anything, I'd have to GAIN weight to have an average BMI. 9w9  My.  Gosh.  As soon as Katie finished up setting her character.. stat.. stuffs, and got to the fun "What goal would you like to set for yourself? <3  *lists weight and bmi*"  I was like.. "OoooooooooooooohcrapIwunknowwhattodoforthat >________>"   And of course, as soon as they had me go up, Befu says "I can't waaaaaaaaait to see what you put Jessi. @O@"   ROFL *shot*   BEFU WAS READING MY MIND AGAIN. D<  EBILEBILEBILadorableEBIL.  >:  Omnom.  Though, I'm sure I gained SOME weight this weekend.  XD  I'm so inclined to go weigh myself right now, except I'm being too lazy to do so. 

So yes.  The weight.  Where'd that come from?  Omnom.  Well, for one thing...  Observation 1:  Drinking games w/o alcohol STILL  Leave you giddy, hyper, crazy, and drunk.  Oh, so very drunk.  To the point where you can't remember WHAT you said or did the night before, save the fact that you were drunk enough to document your adventures through pictures and video footage.  And of course, it's not just the drinking game. <3 It's the combination of that, sugar, and the natural high you get from being around your closest friends.  Heck, I could get sillydrunk off of those two just by spending a craze-filled 5 minutes with them.  They're just that.. POTENT. @O@  Nom.   So add that to sugar and soda.  Oh, and Speed Racer.  Yeah.  You know, the flashy, hippie colors, the crazy spinning lights, the glorious, burning crashes of death. @Q@  Yep.  That so made us more giddy.  After running out of.. at least a half a dozen cans of cream soda (not counting the bottles of ramune we had earlier with our pizzaz), we had to move on to quick munch snackz.  Pocky, chocolate/vanilla/strawberry...nummy candies, 5 or so packs of gummies.. we ran thorough everything so fast. X__X  I still adore almond crush pocky, but the coconut pocky.. jaaaaaaa... that's right up there too. 8D  Blueberry was really good as well.   But of course, it goes baibai.  And yet, the night seemed so.  So long.  In that amazing way when it feels like forever and a day and it's still not enough time. <3  My GOSH people were so adorable. TTwTT  And we were so all over each other. LOL Oh.  My monkey.  A...ahahaha..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaja.  *can't begin to mentally count the number of pictures including pinning, noming, drooling, biting, licking, tickling, mwahing, and fake-snogging.  Oh, those were so priceless. 

After we got tired enough to sleep, that was also amusing. XD  It was.. interesting sleeping on the couches. 8D Lawl.  I would have rathered Befu taking the main part of the couch though for her back. >___>  Not the friggin footstool. D<  Lil dork.  *massages her lots lots more cause I can* <3  It was fun waking up in the middle of the night and staring up/over at her, while she woke up too and slowly noticed I was going @A@...............  <3 Pricelessness.  Same with gen. gon. this afternoon when it ended, and she looked over at meh while we both seemed half asleep still.  That.. face... just.. @_@.........   *dies from the cuteness*  DDDDDDD:  omm..  o.m.m.  I want to squee nao.  Uwaaaa~  Honestly, that made me want to marry her again. <3 srsly.

Speaking of Gen. Cooooon, it was a lot of fun. X3  The talks were quite enlightening.  I always love listening to the stories they teeeell~  And Gen. Con. coupled with...  being able to like..  join in teh evening prayer and.. stuffs.. owo..;  myuu...~  *really did enjoy that*  Me very thankful for being able to go over this weekend and spend so much quality times and stuff with them.  TTwTT;  It was just..  uwaaaaaaaaaa.  Thinking about it now.. letsee.. 24 hours..?  Say in high school, I'd see them for.. an hour a day?  That's like.. a month of school days right..? @.@  Wow.  That just made that time spent this weekend seem all the longer..  DDDDD:  *flails unsure how to react to that*

*curls up under a blanket and coos*

Hmmmm.. and.. nao I really tired agaaaaaaain.  Haaa. *stares at the time blankly*   Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiwillbesuretonaplotstomorrow.  Lawl since I've been home it's been like a sugar crash. XDDD  AND MYU I GOING SLEEEEEEEEP I SWEARZ.  *knows I've had a *COUGH* cerfew set for 11 pm*  >o>......   I didn't get dinner until about 12 or.. 12:30?  Maybe 1? 8D  Or was it earlier than that..?  I can't remember now. x__x; I wish I had room for dump cake. TT__TT  I feel bad for not having tried it yet, but I SWEARS I WILL!!! @.@...........  I wants toooo. DDDDD:  I'm just waiting for a moment when I'm not full or x__x; feeling so I can fully enjoy it.. D:   *fails*   Maybe I can have it tomorrow for breakfast... haaaa.. that'd give me enough sugar and fat to keep me awake through geology.. XD  Anyways.  Bed is gooooooood.  Gnight, I ish off to redream about all the hyperactive candy-enthused hours spent clinging to peoples.  I swear I did that like.. 50% of the time I was there.  Maybe more.  AND I REMEMBER NOW I NEVER GOT TO TEACH GREENSLEEVES ON TEH PAINO!  D<    DD:  *needs to do that someday*  Maybe I can learn how to play it uberwell and made a recording of it.  :ninja:  And send that to Befufu on her mishy.  Yeshhhhhhhh...................... what's the word...  HABAAAGHHTFGA!!!! <3 

*ish off*


-Jessi, the thankful Kitsune Scot

current mood: thankful for my blessings
current music: Mmmmm... my puppy snoring next to me.

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Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
7:45 pm - Fufufu~
Jaaaaa... *rubs my head* Finally that dumb headache is going away. ; w;' I hate when headaches last for hours, but.. I guess that partially mah fault for not taking meds sooner. Lawl. I was hoping it would go away on its own, but after coming home and napping/resting for over 3 hours straight, pills seemed like good idea. Though, I remembered that sometimes people get headaches from being dehydraaaated.. drinking/sipping at water didn't seem to work well though, cept when is was with pillz. Hehe.. part of me wonders now if that's another reason they always say to drink a "glass of water" with a pill. Aside from helping it go down, activating it, or whatever- the water just might help on its own. XD

Gaaaaaah. D: *can't believe it's 9 already* Usually when I overnap like that I feel like I've lost a good deal of the day, but today was full of little events which seemed to make up for that~ School was okaaaay... didn't do all that much. Ju Jitsu was just reviewing for the white belts who were gonna test- no one actually did anything because the teacher accidentally misprinted the grading sheets. "ZOMM WE HAVE TO DO ALL THIS?? DDDDD8 *gawks at grading sheet that covers more than they learned*" Makes me kinda glad everyone was able to have more fun today and laugh at stuff (like the Mortal Kombat theme going off in class). It's always nice to have something silly to giggle at since it kinda melts that "bubble" of stress/worrying that sometimes settle over peoplez. Specially new peoplez. Yar.

Skipped mah keyboarding claaaaaaaaaass, (since we weren't doing anything beyond fiddling with computers for over 2 hours, which I DO 2x 4 times a week normally x__x;) and got kidnaaaaaaaaapped~ <3 Uwaa. That was fuuun. X3 I really liked being able to see Befu and Katie this week. Being able to relax and nibble on stuff and talk and laugh at little thiniiings... especially while we all still have the chance to do these sorts of things together. More get togethers = <3 before Befufu goes on her mishyyyyy~ so.. yeaaah...~ Me really grateful they've been able to/have taken the time to work a couple of days like this in around their schedules. *sends them much luffs and huggles and smooches* ; 3;

I hope I wasn't too quiet today or said anything tooo- ja. (Besides all the innuendoing... 8D; *shot for that*) Food was nuuuuuuummy~ despite being like.. UBER sugary, sweet, etc etc etc... Not like I minded the ... strudel? o-o; Yeahthat. It was goood. Just.. wow. It was friggin' huuuuuuuuuuuuuuge. I nibbled at everything else first, because of how giantsugarysquishybig it was. Getting through just half was more than enough for me. XD So the others can enjoy the other half. Hehe.. Befu and Katie can't argue with taking my leftovers home on days like that. >D (Since if I brought food home my parents would question where the monkey I got leftoversz). And they were so cooooooot today. ; 3; I kept making @.@; faces when Befu would squishhug me or put her arm around meh. D: *wishes I returned teh favor more and sends uber luff huggles nao....~* ; 3;'' *will make up for that this weekend hopefully* And Katie and me would bump each others' feet under teh tablez. Jaaaaaaaa~ little did she know I would attack her ankles in the car later with tickling. >D *ebil*

Going to the other stores was fun tooo~ shopping with them is so nice. D: Peeking through video gamez and small furry animals. Yar. Fufufufu. *goes to hide and makes a fort out of all the bedding bags*

Myuuuuuuuu~ now to get this weekend set up. Tomorrow I'll inquire more to mom and dad about et. Completely so. >o>; If we do have a sleepover this weekend though, we'll need to set up more what we'd wanna.. like.. do.. XD What times, etc. So that way I can haggle for more time from mom and dad. <3 Me sneak on MS and find Katie's new character, and see if we can come up with a few things. Shall write more later, perhaps~ Ja ne~ <3


-Jessi, the uber-full Kitsune Scot


Edit: I just remembered vague things from my nap/dreamz. I think I got Befu chameleons and they made a bunch of bebehs... o_o 8D I remembered were at a pet store.. maybe cause of mish it was like.. "@_@; can I sell all teh chameleonz to teh store cause ya? D:" "Dur~" "Kay!"

*writes that in because I thought it was odd/interesting* There was also a few things about birds (I think my birds), video games, a test, and some random person distracting me from et. D< XD Lawl. *goes to look up things about dreams now*

current mood: anxious
current music: *checks the first song that comes up* Ore Ska Band- Tsumasaki

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Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
2:06 pm - Nyaa~
Today's been a nice daaaay~ <3  Hard time waking up this morning, but that's understandabl~  Lawl.  Ju Jitsu was fun today; lots of review, simple stuff, not much thinking.  Although half the time I was all *w*  and not paying attention to what I was doinggggg~  Oh well.  I was worried I'd have to start thinking about testing for Thursday, but by the looks of it all teh noobiez get to test first.  Meaning we probably won't test for our next belt until next Thursday, earliest. 

After that class I went to the lab to study and turn in myyyyy online assessments.  Ben was online too, so I was able to apologize decently and clarify wha happened, and how we had both been extremely confused last niiiight.. XD" He seemed like he took it a lot better than I did.  Maybe I was just overreacting/pmsy/whaever.. XP  But yeah.  That's over with.  Only studied what the teacher went over the previous week; I was hoping that was good enough at the time. 

Got to go to luuuuuuuuuunch after a little bit of keyboarding work~ <3  That was really fun.  I was glad to get out and order a sammach too, since I was decently hungry and only had chocolate cookie like susbstances with me. 8D And that Katie and Befu got to get real food.  Dorks. D<  Skipping breakfast. >:  Ice cream stuffs was geeeeeeeeewd afterwards.  I felt a bit bad that Befu gave me her uh.... $5 card for the ice cream though, and within 2 minutes I forgot to use it. >______>  *shot*  I was grateful for that though, and I'd love to go back there. 8D~ Very yummy flavors and stuff~  I had no idea it was so close either~  Hehehehe KATIE DOODLEZ!   Wait..-

*looks*

LOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLL  SHE SAVED IT TO MY DESKTOP.   ROFL.  .... l o l She named it:  "my name is BABOON @3@"  I so need to upload that later.  So much fun. X3>~  I found something else I'd love to doodle with both of them~  A character sheet... thingy.  Hehehe.  I need to upload that too, or link to it so I can shows people the template. 

Myuuuuu.  ; 3;  I hope Befu's back feels betteeeeeer... D:  TTwTT;   Poor thing.  I'd love to take like.. a massaging class/lessons on how to actually massage people.. >w>  So it's effectiveeeeeeez.  BEFU YOU REST LOOOOOOOOOTS~  DDDDD:   I still wonder if like... laying on the floor for a bit might help it straighten out/not feel so knotted.. owo;  There's been a few times when I've laid down on a flat surface, after having my back feel all icky, and it usuaaaally helps in some way.  Hopefully. 8D  *buys you a body thermal pack that's like foot-pajamaz but PLUGSINTOTEHWALL~* <3

And yaaaaay omm. x__x;   I came in for my test on time (although I was tech. late by clock standards).  BJ was still trying to get class things in order- apparently MOST of the teachers caught the cold. 8D  So she subbed for keyboarding and micro. word today.  Though I saw Gina that mooooorning... I guess she was busy.  My gooooooooosh though..  I assumed I would finish the test in a relatively short amount of time, but after a few harder questions which I didn't remeber going over, my brain fizzled out. 8D~  I felt so.  Dead.  Tired.  I was out of the class by 2, but..  in that 45 minutes I managed to doze off at -least- 7 times.  It had a good 65 or so questions, in which by question... 45 I spaced out, was like... "YAY I DONE.  *closes packet*  ....wait.  The test was... longer.. I'm at 45.  *slowly comprehends and reopens packet to finish the test*   *3 minutes later*  Zzz.....zz.. question 52- k... reading.. question.. I think it's B.. I.. *fills in B*   Iiii... zzzzz... *wakes back up*  K question 52- Maybe it's C.... *goes to fill in C on line 53*  Wait, this isn't- I'M OFF NUMBER I DID SOMETHING WRONG- oh.. it's 52 again.. wait.. I put B.  *erases B*  How'd that get the...re......  zzzzzz...."  I could swear I even daydreamed I was a few questions ahead.  Then I would wake up, see I was still a few behind, and go "D< DANG IT I THOUGHT I WAS AHEAD Okay.  Doing these ones NOW.  *falls back asleep, same thing happens*"  I fails kay thanx.  I'm just hoping I got a decent grade, despite my lack of concentration today. XD 

And one other thing that bothers me about the new, "PROPER" typing.  8D  It is now "proper" to only space.  ONCE.  After a period, and whatnot.  The first few assignments I would double space, then notice my "word count" numbers were way different than what they were supposed to be.  Trying to space just once on here doens't .. eh.. D:  It makes it so hard to reaad things.  x___x;  In my opinion it only works well with theeeee other "new" things about Word 2007.  Different default font, font size is 11.5 (I think), line spacing has increased to 1.15 pts instead of 1...  10 extra points of space added after paragraphs... Eeeeeeeeh.  Iunno.  It confuses me so I hush. 

For a certain someone to look at more throughly (since I didn't send the actual site): http://ikbs-usa.com/viewArea.asp?view=big_keyboard&pageID=64

Ajaja.  Kaaay naptime for me. <3  Baaiu~


-Jessi, the sleepy Kitsune Scot-who-had-a-very-nice-day-today <3

current mood: cheerful and seepy
current music: Nothing at teh moment

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Sunday, September 28th, 2008
6:54 pm - Jajaja...~
Today's been rather quiet.  Haven't been extremely bothered by it like I have before;  I'm glad for that.  But it's still been a bit overly quiet.  Leaves me feeling a tad... strange..  Iunno the right word for it.  Not sad, but not "giddyhappy."  But not content either.  I guess I'm used to more activity or something, more laughing/giggling/whaever~  but my choice to act like that or to introvert my feelings.  So I can't really blame anything but myself for that.  I'll get used to it eventually.  Maybe I'll watch a movie later tonight, or read.  That sounds fun; would probably keep my mind occupied too.  *tries to think of some fun old movies I haven't watched in a while*

Haven't done too much the past few days.  Got around to cleaning my room decently; put stuff away, went through old papers and organized them/threw most of them out.  Dealt with all the clutter on my bed so that there's actually room for me to sleep without laying on it sideways.  Hung clothes, stored random objects, moved the gecko's tank and bird cage so they're both sitting relatively comfortably on my dresser.  A bit squished, but.. eh.  I like being able to interact with them more. 

While cleaning, I found a newer driving handbook; the one I had before was a few years older, with all my old driver's ed notes scralled in the margins.  Got me flipping through the new one, refreshing myself on small but important details and whatnot.  Decided to look up a few videos or forums concerning the testing and other pointers.  Hopefully I can get some physical practice in tomorrow after class. 

Hm, I also got around to updating things on my DeviantArt account.  Uploaded some of the pictures I've done within the last couple months.  Only thing I feel bad about is that John noticed my recent activity on it within a few hours; inquired through a comment and a note on if I was going to still upload the pictures he gave me AGES ago that I drew for him.  When was that, 6 months ago?  A year ago?  And I never did that.  And now I have no idea where that folder is that -had- the art inside of it.  *shoots self in foot*  I haven't uploaded anything that was scanned though, so I told him I'd hook up my scanner later and upload the old pictures as well.  Assuming I can locate them.  I have a few places I could have put the folder, so.. more cleaning later.  Though I'll feel a bit strange uploading such old art; my style has changed/improved so much since then, although I know he really loved those old pictures.  Ja... *tries to remember to deal with this soon*

Mm.. besides that I've just been drawing a litle; really happy with how a certain project is going.  I'll need to finish it up soon though; hopefully I can get more done tonight.  Vel never got back to me last night after I mentioned MS stuff to her- she had been wanting to try downloading and playing a little bit- but she just got back now and is wanting to play in a minute.  Not like I mind playing with her, but I just got off MS for the first time in a few hours.  Training new characters takes so much tiiime.  lol lawl.  4+ ish hours with a newb warrior, and I've only gotten it to level... 16 I think?  Oh well.  I'm hoping HPQ goes better tonight. .__.;   My eyes were spinning from MS yesterday and I wanted to draw a bit, so I asked Katie and Ben to IM me when we were going to actually PQ.  I think a good hour went by, and I hadn't heard a word from them.  I finally went to eat dinner, came back, loitered around my room doing a few small things.. finally Ben IMed me asking me to get on.  Apparently they'd been PQing almost that whole time, probably with Zen or someone else.  He was IMing me because everyone else had gotten off except him and Katie, and they "needed" me to get on because they couldn't do it with two people. pwp;  I felt very.. meh.. "Oh, now that everyone else is off- OH let's get Jessi. :D"   I felt like they forgot me.. XD"'''''''  Cause I mean.. we -had- been planning to HPQ for a while before that, but hadn't gotten around to it.  After I got back on, Ben was saying things like "Oooooooooh, I kept asking for you Jessiiiiiii to gome pq.  I kept spamming buddy chaaaaaat I didn't ever notice you weren't online."  When I asked how long they'd been PQing, Katie said they'd done a bunch of them already, enough to level some character to 20 and they just needed my help now.  And she had to get off at 11 or 11:30 to work on other things.  Sooooo they got me about a half hour before she had to go, meaning only time for a couple PQs.  Needless to say most of last night spent playing I was rather quiet..  I didn't really feel like PQing that much after that.. heh. 

I guess I was hoping today would have more.. talk..y..ness.  I didn't initiate any conversations when I first got online today, although I noticed people on.  Didn't hear a peep from anyone for a few hours, I don't think.  Later in the afternoon/evening, after having a few very short conversations with Ben, Nathan came online.  I haven't seen him on for a few days, and didn't get any ims from him, so I tied saying hello.  Didn't really get any converstation out of him, except the whole.. "Hi, I'm ok, g2g bai." thing.  Seems like he was okay, I guess.. hope he is.

Mmmm.  Alright, wrapping this up so I stop rambling. XP  Looking forward to this next week~  I'll be able to have lunch with people at school!   Yaay lol.  Less quietness = <3. 

Updating later~  Ja for nao. 


-Jessi, the lethargic Kitsune Scot

current mood: blah
current music: Nothing at the moment

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Thursday, September 25th, 2008
10:51 pm - Post timeu~
Uwaaaaaaaa...........~  Finally able to really rest today.  And updating!  That's different.  Befu influenced me again.  Yar.  Peer pressure.  Nom.

This week has felt so loooong, and yet.. time is just buzzing by.  Right now I really... really feel like I wanna just stop time.  Just for a little bit.  And yet, I want to keep it going.  Does that sound weird?  I making that sound weird. D:   Nevermind then. 

I've been trying to use the computer a little less, although that's (Seemingly a bit) hard to do since I have about 6 hours + of class time at school in which I'm on it.   Not like I mind being on, just... eeeeh.  Today during break I had this sudden inclination to draw.  Or paint.  Or work with pastel.  Or just work with my hands again.  It's -such- an awesome feeling, but right now I'm sooooo drained.  Hopefully this weekend I can draw some of that artistic inclination back out and start a new project.  After rest.  Rest is very necessary.  Yeshhh... *burrows into a pillow*

For the last 4 nights I've gone to bed a little tooooo late.. XD"  Not like I mind staying up; it's fun staying up.  Just a little less fun when one wakes up at 7 am the next day.  Last night I stayed up the latest so far, still woke up at 7. XP  Got maybe... 4 hours of sleep at most?  3 and a half-- EH?  Holy crap.  What the monkey. D<<  That was 3 and a half.  Eeeeeeeeeh no wonder I tired. x__X   But meh.  It was worth staying up.  Very worth it.  Hearing how meh sis was doing really helped me feel better.  The previous nights I had been having little (yet periodic) relapses of sadness, or very quiet depressed moods.  After catching up again, my mood improved enough to the point where I could have probably stayed up right until I had school today, and felt wonderfully fine.  I suppose I've just been worrying too much, or chewing myself out over pointless little things.  So yes.  Improved emotional state for teh win.  <3

As for my day today, things have gone decently well.  Got up at 7 ish; I'm actually surprised my alarm woke me up enough to where I was consciously... active.  Usually with very little sleep, 'specially over a few days time, I'll have dreams containing my alarm and it's some strange.. thing that I just get to poke and prod and make hush up.  So I do that in real life without knowing it.  Or, better put, without consciously recognizing what I'm doing.  So I oversleep. XD  Today I did poke and prod it, but I woke up. <3  Though, I started to question whether I wanted to skip my Ju Jitsu class again since I had so little sleep.  But since I had already missed a day recently, aaaand... our "midterm" testing is next week, I figured I did need to go to get practice in.  So got up, ate...  lawlllllllll eating larger meals still seems to make my tummy upset. ; 3;   For the last few weeks if I ate anything past me feeling "not hungry," I'll start to feel icky.  Especially in the mornings.  It's been getting a little better, but mom had made me oatmeal, eggs, sausage, and a muffin slice. x__X   I was only able to eat 3/4ths of the oatmeal, maybe.. half of the sausage, half the muffin... XP  Thankfully she didn't mind I didn't finish.  It's so weird to see myself eating less.. D:  I know it's healthier to just eat until you're "not hungry" vs. "stuffed and can't breathe due to food intake."  LOL but... Eeeeeeh.  I feel weird being so skinny.  x__x;;  It's been bothering me a little bit more lately too since some of my tighter pants/clothes, which a few months ago fit me -perfectly-, are now starting to get loose.  I'm hoping it's just the clothes stretching out and stuff, and not me getting thinner.  TwT;  Being fit and thin is fiiine, but... I wants to regain some meat on meh. D:  I iz stick. 

Aaaaaanyway.  Went to Ju Jitsu.  Had a pretty fun time; it usually wakes me up a lot, so I didn't have too much trouble working off little sleeps.  The teacher is basically having us practice moves in accordance with our belt rank along with what belt we're going to be going for.  The next one above purple, for me, would be brown w/ green stripe.  Sounds cool.  I like dat.  I'm just worried I won't be able to remember the moves. <w<;  Though I worry that every tiiiime, but... eh.  I confuse them so easily. XD  I have a few select moves I'm comfortable with doing/ones that come to mind almost automatically when working- which IS good, but I need to remember more variety too. XD  He said our test would just be 10 random moves that we've learned.  Which means I could either luck out completely and get ones I know, ooooooor completely failz if he asks for demonstrations of moves I have little talent with. 8D  But I've seen myself progressively getting better.  It's slow, but still improvement. 

And I could SWEAR we have a pair of twins in the class. o__O;  There's two guys who I -know- are brothers, but they look vertually alike. XD  I can only tell the difference by the belt color (one's a blue, one's a green. XP).  Both pretty big guys, silly, and very nice.  Omm. D:  Last week when I went down to the nice waterfall area for the first time, I left my Gi (uniform for class) there by accident. >_>;;  Thankfully the brothers were sitting at a table nearby and noticed it.  About... 2+ hours later after my next class, when I realized it was gone, I ran back down to check for it.  I saw an older man sitting at a table, who turned out to be their father.  He said they saw my Gi, got it for me, and then tried their hardest to find me. x___X;;  They left a message with the main office, looked around, and were even going to go back to class to ask our teacher what my email was so they could email me saying they had it and not to worry. D:  I thought that was so sweet of them.  So yeshhhhhh...  made friends with them that way, apparently. XD  I know one of their names is Matt, but I keep forgetting the brother's name. >:  *slow at remembering names*  I helped Matt today with techniques he'd need to know for his test, which he did pretty well on.  Though, he's a GREAT deal taller/bigger than I am, so the move I was having him practice wouldn't work too well.. 8D  He needed to lift me up on his back from behind (think piggy back), and then sweep my feet out from under me.  But tall = picks me up off floor completely = nothing to sweep = me go splat with no sweep.  I was dropped (safely 9w9) at least a half dozen times.  By the last time he figured out how to do it correctly, and I got out of the habit of momentarily clinging to his back when he'd go to "throw" me.  (Because I subconsciously would think "I VERY HIGH OFF GROUND KTHX D<  *grabs at so I fall slower*  D8").  Hmm... besides that, the only incident that happened was when CC wanted to practice a "stomach throw" on me since I was taller than her current partner.  It works best when the person attacking you is around your build or a little taller/bigger, because.. well.. you just don't get attacked by people smaller than you that often.. xD Soooo I agreed.  But 1), we were a tad too close to the edge of the practicing mats, and 2), When she started it I felt that it wasn't set right.  But she was going into it anyway. 8D  (A very smooth display of it here- dude this kid rocks. D:)  Sooooooo when I was going over, instead of reacting correctly and going through with the whole throw, I tumbled off to the side half way through it.  Meaning, I landed patially off the mat. 8D  My knee has a real sore bruise because of it now, but eh.  My fault.  Lawl the people watching heard it hit the floor too, and were like @_@;;;;;;.  LOL it was kiiiiiinda funny. XD

After class I was awake enough to not need a nap, so I went ahead and went to the computer lab.  Worked/killed time for an hour, went to keyboarding- I think I'm a week ahead in that class now.   But I'm getting better!  l o l.... yet alas, I'm not using the "proper" tying skillz nao.  *fail*  I'm too used to my own quick typing method. XP  But I working on it.  Sooo anyway... that class I kinda ignored the lessons we were doing, since I was ahead.. XP  I probably shouldn't have, but I felt lazy today. XD'''  Also, the teacher is going to be out of town next week; and due to some technical issue with the program she's going to need to be there to explain it to us.  Meaning, if I get to it next week, I won't be able to do it anyways.  I could probably leave class early thouuuuugh... that's a good... lessee... 9:20-1:15?  3+ hours or time?  Maybe I can bring my puter and work on art, or read, or nap.... Hehe it'd be fun to have a lunch outing that daaaaay~  Either on tuesday or thursday. <3  But that'd just depend on when teh others are busy...  *sends them much much luffs*  I wouldn't even mind having lunch on campus with em, in some nice purty place.  But dunno yet~  Possibility. 

After all the lazing and whatnot, my Word class was even more lazing.  I had no work to do in it whatsoever.  I was even thinking of leaving early, but came up with something fun to do that took the entirety of the class to set up. 8D  *will work on it more later*  All I had to do was turn in mah printouts.  We have a test on Tuesday, which shouldn't take too long~  More freetime.  Hooray.

Got more driving practice in today too, and went to the store with dad.  That took foreeeeeeeeeeeever. D:  Lots of walking and shuffling the cart around.   Because of all the extra "moving around", I finally noticed my bruise from this morning.  Lawl.  Thankfully it only bothered me a few times, and when it did I could lean on the cart. <3  Rawr.  So after that, came home, unloaded grochries, cleaned room, let birds out for a bit- x__x; not sure how often I'mma do that anymore. T_T;; One of them got these scrapes/scratches on her wings because she flew into something. .__.;  *felt so bad when I noticed she was bleeding slightly* TTwTT;;  I owe them a lot better care. pwp;  Poor things don't get enough exercise, and when they do they bump things. D<  *brainstorms on other activities I could make for them*  

Aside from all that fun stuff, I've been mainly resting and recooping.  Only napped for a brief time, maybe 10 minutes at most, so I'll probably try to get some sleep now.  I was hoping to get other stuff done today- shower, do art, clean more.. but that can wait.  I have 3 days ahead of me to do all that, so no rush.  And I just spent a long time writing this up, which has made me even more tired. xD  I think I'd like to write more journal entries.  At least one every few days, or once a week.  It's nice to keep a record of things.  And writing things down makes me feel like I've accomplished a few things during the day.  So yar.  *mews*  Uwaaa~ <3  Me end here and get back to resting.  Ja neeee~


-Jessi, the tired, relatively content, Scottish Kitsune

current mood: tired, sore, but okay
current music: Hey Juliet - LMNT

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Wednesday, July 30th, 2008
12:19 pm - Stolen Meme :ninja:
You know how sometimes people on your friend's list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when are they working THERE? Since when are they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you *should* already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy mine below, erase my answers putting yours in their place then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration! One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out.


1. First name:
Jessi(ca  9w9)

2. Age:
19

3. Location:
CA, in mah room, at mah desk, on mah puterz.

4. Hometown:
Santa Clarita.  Lived here since I was 4-5 years old, so I've always considered it my hometown. XD  Before living here though, our family used to live iiiiin.... El Monte I think? 

5. Occupation:
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh college student? :'D  Hoping to get work soon though.

6. Partner:
Befufufu~  >> <<

7. Kids:
Noooone~  XDD  Unless you count mah pets. x__X  Crazy spazzy animals. D:

8. Brothers/Sisters:
Paula and Jimmy, who are my half sister/brother.  Aaand Katie and Befu I'll always consider mah sisters. <33333333 

9. Pets:
Kehehe, fun time.  Lesseeeee.... Current pets include: 10 chihuahuas, 2 shorthair cats, 2 parakeets, 1 guinea pig, and 1 leopard gecko.  <3  In the past I've had my fair share of larger dogs, mice, hamsters, fish... I even had a pet frog once, who in turn had a pet snail.  Who ran away. :< 

10. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:

1. Starting my second year at our community college~
2. Getting my license, hopefully  DD:
3. Getting a job ;A;  *feels like a lazy bum~*
4. Watchin' meh friends move off/around to do/work/experience new awesome things in their own lives <3

11. Parents:
Stay at home mom and a dad who's an entertainment/event consultant.

12. Who are some of your closest friends?
Befu, Katie, Andrew, Aaron, Ben

13. Do you drink/smoke?
Never have, never will. x__x;

14. Tattoos/Piercings:
Nada y nada. x3


Rawr.  That was interesting.  *curious to know where Befu found it*  XD 

Mmmmmmmmrf.  *yawns*  Today's been a nice day.  I'm really glad for that, seeing as last night wasn't the most enjoyable night/evening.  x__x;  Though I was finally able to watch Stardust.  That was fuuun~  Such a cute moofie.  I'd be willing to watch it again sometime.  Though, probably at a more decent hour of the day... :D  *coughnot3amalthoughitwasfuncough* 

Finally picked my classes for school.  Taking some pretty easy classes, except for Geology and- well.. ju jitsu won't be that difficult, except for the fact that I haven't practiced at all this summer.  Anything.  At all.  Not one iota.  Haven't even cracked the book yet to look back on what I did learn.  And the most I've "stretched" or "kept myself in shape" doing, is either DDRing or Wii-ing. >_>;  Or chasing after my dogs.  Or anything along those lines.  Jaaaaaa~  x___x;  But uh.. aside from those, All my other courses are going to be computer oriented.  Those should be fun and decently easy to get though.  Though it's gonna be so quieeeeeeet without mah two crazy silly peoples. T^T  I finally catch up to them in college after getting out of high school, but they goes and graduatez all awesome.  :<   And one is fleeing to Mexico! D<  Er... traveling to Spain... >> <<  Whateversamedifference. LAWLimmagetkeeledforthat.  Wheeee but I can still stalk Katiekatieeeee!  >D  She can't flee so easy. >D  *steals to NY*  And Befufu, til November. XD  <3  *buys her a sombrero*

There's a few other things I could probably talk about too, but meh.  I'll leave et there for now.  Jaaa~


-Jessi, teh Kitsune Scot-who-is-trying-to-think-of-a-different-signature-name

current mood: ditzy
current music: Ouran HSHC: Sakura Kiss- Chieko Kawabe

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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008
2:44 am - Quizzy Quizzy~
? = Don't know
~ = Sort of

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[x] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[~] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[~] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[~] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[~] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[~] I've gotten lost in my city.
[~] I've seen a shooting star.
[~] I've wished on a shooting star
[~] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[~] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[~] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[~] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[~] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[~] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[~] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[~] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[~] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[?] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[?] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[?] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[?] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[~] I open up to others easily.
[~] I watch the news.
[~] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[~] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[~] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[~] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[?] I've worn pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[~] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[~] I laugh at my own jokes.
[?] I eat fast food weekly.
[~] I believe in ghosts.
[~] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[~] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[~] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loath labels.
[x] I like action movies.
[ ] I like horror movies.
[~] I like chick flicks.
[~] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.


I think most of these are accurate. owo Some answers I have reasons for. 8D Buuuut I'm too tired to post anything concerning them. XD Just thought it'd be fun to do one of these, since I haven't in ages. *snagged from Katie's myspace before I deleted most of my stuffs off of that site* <3 Anyway. Ja~


~Jessi, the Scottish Kitsune-who-should-be-asleep-now

current mood: sleepy

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Thursday, July 17th, 2008
9:33 pm - Tweaking stuffs.
Huh. For some reason my last post wasn't correctly... spaced out.  I wonder if this one will be.  Probably the difference between the HTML and Rich Text styles..?  *pokes them both*  Anyway.  I went back to GJ and brought over some of my old information.  Quotes, piccus, and uh.. interests for my profile, mainly.  Updated contact and school info as well.  Not sure what else to do at the moment so I'mma leave all that alone.

Inquired more about Saturday with my parents.  I suppose I should be happy I'm able to go anywhere, for any amount of time, and to stop being so picky on how long I'm able to be out.  Though, it'd be nice to go out for a majority of the afternoon.. pwp;  Or at least more than once a week, without feeling guilty or guilt-tripped during it.  I know the past few weeks I've been out more than once a week, just... eeh..  TwT;  Iunno, I'mma hush up now.  I'm going, that's what matters.  I don't need to be a twit about it. 

*stretches*  Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaawl I haven't played DDR in ages.  It'll be fun to bring it out again for everyone to play. <3  Even for those who don't seem toooooooo interested in playing. 8D  I'm glad I have at least one Mech game to make up for the load of dancey, japanesey, fast paced-ness of the other games.  A nice sit-down-and-ride-around-in-a-20-ton-machine-that-steps-on-people:  Aaah.  Smells of manly-ness. D< XD

And I also just got done messing with my SSBB game.  A taaaad more fun to play with other people, I still say.. 8D'  But I still played with a few features I haven't touched in a while.  Or ever. :D  like theeee.. stage builder, target practice, and... the.. coin shooter.  So.  Addicting.  To play that.  Had to make myself stop so I wouldn't waste the rest of my coins.

Mkay, again, me wrap this up.  Wasn't expecting to post again today, but meh.  Felt like it. <3 Ja.


~Jessi, the tired Scottish Kitsune

current mood: aggravated
current music: Two-Mix: Last Impression

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